I am male , 28 yrs old. On 12th December 2014 I have ordered one sex toy for masturbation(fleshlight Sex Toy, made in China), which I have received on 17th(5 days in transit , that means no one has used that for 5 days). I have unpacked it and used that without using condom on me, as that is new. But after I have used that, I got scared and on my mind came feelings like if any man ever used that before me, then maybe I am prone to HIV, from that day I am so stressed, from last 8 days I lost appetite. and I dont like to eat much. and feel tired. And I lost some weight. Like each time in my mind HIV is going on. And I feel like my life is finished, even at night I am able to sleep. I am blaming me each day, why I have used that. At my place winter season is going on and my body always react when it goes near cold, yesterday I was reading about symptoms of HIV, where I found Swollen Lymph Nodes is one of the symptoms, n today I feel like I have tonsils. I am getting so stressed day by day. So what I will do? Will i go for HIV test, If then when I will go for this. ( Until now I have feeling tired, i lost my 3 kg and today I have tonsil, all these are happening because of my lot of stress or HIV) . Please advice what to do.