Scared

Im scared to know the results of my hiv test. i had unprotected sex one time with my boyfriend. he ejaculated on me not in me. i was feeling off a couple days after our encounter. and about a couple weeks later i got sick. i had a fever, nausea, diarrhea, a cough and tiredness. i contributed it to my kids being sick a week earlier with the same symptoms but i dont know. i went and got tested about a week ago and i get my results tomorrow. they called me on thurs and reminded me of my appt for mon. i feel like they trying to make sure i come because my test was positive. my nerves are on adge and im about to have a nervous breakdown. i dont know what to do. i want to go get my results but i feel like if its positive i wont be able to take it

[wantoutofhell]

Testing places HAVE to give the results in person.  As far as I know it's a law.  Even though mine was negative, I, too, had to go in person even though they knew I was FREAKING out!  Do you know the HIV status of your boyfriend??

[ANONYMOUS198129]

He said he took one and it came back negative. i like to see things with my own eyes and i feel foolish that i let my feelings overcloud my judgement. im just a nervous wreck. im goin by myself. no one knows i took the test because i dont know how ima tell my family if its positive. it sucks i dont have no one to go with me.

[LIZZIE LOU]

transmission requires penetration...you never had a risk

[LIZZIE LOU]

ooops...misread your post.

the ONLY way to know your status and be able to put this behind you is the get your results.

[argentineguy760]

the fact they confirmed your appt doesnt mean you are positive... its just a matter of arranging doctor agenda

stay calm,,,and if yuo think necesary ask a friend to join yuo tomorrow,,,
hugs

[ANONYMOUS198129]

thanx for the encouragment. i think im being paranoid but i always worry about my health. no ones gonna worry about u as much as u will. im 95% sure im ok but theres always that 5% uncertainty in the back of my mind : (

[Teak]

Don't be having unprotected sex and you won't be worrying about contracting HIV.