I bought a dildo from a back street in Thailand. It wasn't boxed or anything. I took it home and used it for anal sex on myself. I washed it before I used it with rubbing alcohol and soap. The internet says hiv dies with a change of temperature when it leaves the body but thailand is very hot so could it still survive on the dildo and even still if I washed it. I'm killing my self over this. Please someone help!