Tested and Another step to recover my emotions

Formers and experts,
My question may be answered million of times but I do hope that you people will help me with this.
Basically I’ve a ‘happy ending’ at a massage parlor by a guy. I took off my specs and well – just close my eyes and let him finish the ‘happy ending’, I can’t see anything except blur image.

It happened quite a while back – around Early May. It passed exactly 6 weeks yesterday. Alright – so the problem is:
I know handjob isn’t any risk for HIV infection in reality but theroically = it’s a low-risk/free activity. The problem is: I somehow felt that there’s moisture-like stuff in his hand where he was masturbating me – which might be semen/blood from him (assuming HIV+) and there may be a microscopic cut in me/urethra.

I took a Rapid Oralfluid Test for HIV today and it came out as NEGATIVE. My window period hasn’t been over. (3mths)
First: According to counselor – he said that out of 100 people, 95 people infected with HIV will be detected within 1st month

Second: You need an amount of blood to be infected and not a tiny droplet or so. (Forms puddle in your water, then consider a risk)

Third: I understand that the moisture like which may contain HIV may already not be viral to infect me anymore or maybe not though.

Fourth: Since the person must have a fresh wound – he can’t possibly be rubbing me with his wound because and since it would also hurt himself badly too. If there’s semen on his hand – he can’t possibly be horny and still continue to rub me.

I’m not sure and can I be rest assured fully because of my current test result and situation  ?

[nursegirl6572]

Your "happy ending" was just that...a happy ending.

HIV infection does not take place OUTSIDE of the body, and even if he had masturbated you with a bucketful of semen, it still wouldn't have presented a risk.

Enjoy the memory, you had no risk and can move on!

[burberries]

How about other STIs ?

Almost impossible to get anything ?

[Rob73!]

Possibility of some other STi's, but unlikely and in all honesty that's about as likely as winning the lottery. Get checked if you feel you need to.

[burberries]

I'm still not clear WHY an infected body fluid cannot infect a person where that person has open wound/cut or natural opening ?

Is it because :

In reality it doesn't happen in this way
Because if those body fluid is in his hands - its considered as ENVIRONMENTAL SURFACE hence cannot infect me
HIV died and become ineffective easily ?

I know that many can tell me that : HIV can never be transmitted even with litres of infected semen as lubes.

But is it confirm and really confirm ? Some said HIV Virus died within minutes , some said seconds.

[burberries]

anyone please ? I need an logical answer instead of a statement without explaination. It's like Michael Jackson died .. and there's no reason behind it :(

[Teak]

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