Tell me something, why do you want to make a fool out of yourself? You are telling us that you are okay being scared, anxious and petrified about speculating whether you have HIV
or not. However, testing is some thing that you can't do?
Look, it's worth going through that temporary anxiety of the test result than browsing the internet and other resources guessing HIV. You get to know your sero-status and you move on.
All we can tell you here is that you need to test to know, we or any specialist can't asess any symptom and tell you any thing. Go get that test.