I am trying to calm myself down and stop the anxiety. I know i have no possible way of the issue but it might take a while for me to get my brain to stop thinking about it.
I have been asking this again and again and i am sorry for it. But i am anyways a very scared person.
Ruby, thanks for your comment. I come to medhelp only as i dont know the reliability of other apurces on the net but i unfortunately keep searching which i have to stop.
I am really sorry if i have offended anyone. Thats absolutely not my intent. I understand what everyone is saying but its just my head which keeps thinking. Guilt tension anxiety all come together and aggrevates everything. I really want to beleive and frankly speaking i know its no risk but just having a hard time to stop thinking abt wht i did.
It's your own fault that you're suffering from anxiety because you're the one who keeps searching the internet. You have already been told here by multiple people that you had no risk. There is nothing else that you need to search about.
You can either choose go accept the facts that you have been told here and move on like a normal person or else keep causing yourself stress and doubting everything here in which case you can just leave because there is nothing more anyone here can do for you. It's your choice!
I am literally going into serious anxiety. At some places i read that oral is no risk and some place as low risk.
Its been 5 days that i have had food. I am not able to eat out of anxiety.
I french kissed her aswell.
Can i be 100% sure that its no risk. I am seriously losing it. Not able to eat or sleep and not even able to concentrate at job as well.
Please please please help me out.
Thanks Ruby. I dont know if there was any sort of blood in her saliva but she said she had good dental health and no sores.
As you have been told by Saty, you NEVER had a risk for HIV and you DO NOT need to test.
Stay off the internet!!!! If you want the FACTS, come here to MedHelp.
RubyWitch
Saty, a quick question. Should i get myself tested. Everywhere i read they say that receptive oral without ejaculation is no risk whatsoever... i know i am been cranky and sorry for asking again.
Thanks Saty. I can now stop worrying... thanks a lot for your help
HIV cannot transmit through saliva
Also there are no cuts or bruises that she also had.
Thanks. I have no bruises and it was just 4 to and fro motions and post that i immediately stopped her.
But when she gave me handjob 10 mins after she took my penis in mouth the saliva would have been on my penis. Is this ok?