about to lose my wife

i cant do this anymore had neg test 1 6 7 12 and rapid test finger ***** test 13 head is going i am going to lose my wife can anyone suggest anyone i can talk to i still belive  that i have hiv do i want to talk to dr h but cant always full please help needto talk to expert pleasssssse

[Teak]

It is impossible for us to make you believe that you have had a conclusive negative test. Seek the help of a mental health professional to help you deal with your issues.

[KKK-(KKK)]

Where are you

[SSK2007]

you need Treatment of OCD -Treatment of Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

[ExtremeStress]

teak is right

[meworried]

I second Teak and ES, who rightly pointed out your problem. It was never an HIV issue, especially after getting your 13 week test negative. What else you are looking for, dude?