habit since the first panic attack... and since that attack i lost about 10 lbs of weight. I am worried now because it looks like i have stretch marks (worried it might be black legions on my biceps and stomach, but I don't know if they are really stretch marks or not...) and everything I think about is HIV related since the first panic attack. I have been worried about HIV since 3 years ago but now it just exploded with the first panic attack as I read symptoms. I am too scared to get tested... if my condom did not break why is this happening!?