No reasonable person would understand you and no reasonable person would continue to act in the manner that you are. If you have that much anxiety of your non risk issues, I suggest you seek professional mental help because this is not normal thinking for anyone. If you have anymore questions I suggest you post them on the Drs. Forum.
I say this with no disrespect, planes crash, boats sink, the space shuttle falls from the sky etc.. They are all man made and tested. I understand in a bubble somewhere in a lab condoms don't leak, and if they do it would take a fair amount of genetic material to be exchanged for infection to occur, but if they are wrong back to the drawing board, if I am wrong I infect other people. This sprial into insanity to be safe is my attempt to protect the ones I care for. My demons are mine and I would never want anyone else to suffer for my error. I see you are practicing "tough love" today in attempt to get me to realize I had no risk, but because of what this virus is, I am just covering my bases. Please understand.
If this forum had been moderated you would already have been banned for continually asking questions when you did not have a risk. Protected sex is just that, PROTECTED. You didn't have a risk and you didn't need testing. It's time you move on with your life.
chris,
I was wondering if a negative oraquick advance test at day 25 would be a lil glimmer of hope. I also had a proviral DNA PCR but, will not get results back for 2-5 days.