online with other men for money while we were dating. He swears that it was never unprotected but as much as I want to, I just can't really trust that that is true. From what I've heard, he was giving oral sex
. The day after I found out, my legs were extremely achy (this was before I looked into the symptoms) but I'm not sure if that was just an effect of the shock
and stress the night before. I also had a fever blister pop up about a week ago but I'm also hoping that was just because of the emotional stress of that break-up (before I found out about all of this) and my lips had also been chapped. I have also had sore in my mouth but my body is and has always been out of whack and that really is nothing new. I'm driving myself crazy trying to distinguish between what could be symptoms and what I'm just creating in my head. I have never been so scared in my life and I just really don't know what to do.
Also, he had surgery in the first or second week of August and I guess they did all his bloodwork and as of then he was clean. From what I have said, what does anybody think my risk is of being HIV positive?