i cant handle anymore

my love woke up tonight with fever and headache, now i am thinking that i contaminated her, we always have protected sex but once the condom slipped. i´m not hiv+ but i had protected sex with hiv+ woman and unprotected oral sex with blood from her mouth. it's been 80 days since i 1st slept with her, and 52 days since our last time. my elisa test came negative few weeks after exposure (45 after 1st time and 3 weeks after last) Teak, Lizzie, joggen, Vance may be tired from me, someone else answer please, i am ready for hiv, no matter, but consider me dead if my love gets hiv.

[Teak]

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[LIZZIE LOU]

there is no reason for you to continue posting in this forum.  you were assessed as not putting yourself at risk of contracting hiv.

we are not a psychological counseling service.  

[Niceman26]

i know that Lizz and i am gratefull, let me just say something, since i am with my girlfriend this was the only girl with whom i had sex. if i test positive promise me to post here in your forum that i am the 1st person to be positive even using a condom and getting oral sex. guys i cant believe it, my girl went to hospital today, the doctor said that she has no malaria(as we live in africa) and does not seem to have anything and it´s strange how she has this fever and muscle aches and headaches, i can´t find anything else, just hiv. guys you ar already my friends, dont be mad on me

[cmur06]

Just because she woke up with a fever, does not mean she has HIV.
Ever think of a cold/flu?

[Niceman26]

if she did not go to the hospital ok, but she was diagnosed with NOTHING, and that happened whithin the acute hiv time, and when i am doubting about me having hiv. all of this cant be only concidence. i know i had protected sex, but if i got hiv how did it come?? i can only think about the oral sex with blood or that the condom failed without exploding