ready to commit suicide

[franklin100]

I had oral sex with a gentlemen... no fluid exchange.. no blood or whatever.... he tested positive for the virus.... I am a young boy who is scared to death... I don't know what too do.... some say I'm fine... stop stressing.. other say I might have it because he put his penis in for a hot second and I push him right out....

[joggen]

Professional mental help is your best bet. We cannot provide therapy here.

[franklin100]

I don't know whats wrong... I just keeping thinking about him putting his penis in me for that 10 seconds... and I push him out.... I just keep beating myself up.... its like every where i turn I see things on the internet or tv bout hiv/aids and I go even more crazy.....

[Teak]

Move on you never had an exposure.

[franklin100]

Ok guys I'm creaking out again.... my stomach is loose.... and I'm been very sleepy for the past two days...... then again I have been partying.... and drinking.... then the psych doctor sent me too do a hiv test... a month later and I'm still negative I'm going crazy.. help

[RainLover71]

Then your doctor is an idiot and doesn,t know what she,s talking about.You need to get it together and stop stressing its not helping your situation.You never had a risk.Your safe.

[franklin100]

Thank YALL both.. cause I have been in panic state just crying... I cried even harder when I told the doctor that his penis was inside me for a 5 seconds... n she said oh u have the virus

[Teak]

He never had a risk and doesn't need testing.

[WorriedWort10]

The chance of getting HIV from giving oral sex to a man is like 1/10,000. Very low risk, but I understand your concern. Try to calm yourself and get tested. Life is too precious!

[Teak]

First off, cut the drama, you never had a risk of contracting HIV.