Holy cow! Did you ever consider seeking therapy? HIV is certainly not your concern, you have conclusively tested negative.
You over tested.Your 100% Hiv negative and you don,t need anymore testing.Your safe.You only needed to test out to 3 months,I don,t know who told you to have all those tests but they were wrong in advising you that and 1 year is obsurd.You don,t have Hiv.You can relax now.