spit as lubricant

Here is my story and I almost lost my peace of mind as your saying. Wonder how much test I am going to take unnecessarily.Pls help

First I apoligise for my writings since  english is not my native language.I am an old male and enjoy having sensual massage time to time in a place I know from a girl who get testing regularly. On September 12 , while doing some hand job all of a sudden she spit on the shaft of my penis to lubricate her hand even though there was enough body cream applied before.

Later I asked the owner of the place and learned that her last test was on 22 August, 20 days before that stupid action.

I had no any symptoms described as acute Hiv infection listed here since than but being very anxious I got a combo 4.gen (Ab/Ag) after 18 dys  which was negative and after four more test as at 25,31,37 and 45 days all resulted negative in a lab uses Siemens ehiv assay in their Centaur XP

Am I loosing my mind or what??

Remarks/Comments would be appreciated

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This discussion is related to Possible HIV infection ?.

[sandra12r]

You're losing your mind a little ;) You have no reason to be worried because HIV transmits through the practices of unprotected anal/vaginal sex, from mother to child or from sharing dirty needles.

You did not engage in these activities so therefore you had no risk, not from a handjob, oral sex, kissing etc NO RISK

So honestly, enjoy your life and stop worrying.

[Teak]

You were already advised in the Dr's forum that you never had an exposure.

[ylcg138]

Thank you sandra12r,thank you Teak

[ylcg138]

Ok. Final  test Today came out negative again as of 70 dys and I quit testing anymore. But problem is that fear of Hiv totally ruined my life. I have no idea how can I be together with someone again without concerning their status.

[interestedparty71]

HIV isnt ruining your life, its your obsession with it thats ruining your life. Learn what practices are safe (i.e most of them) and which are not (ie unprotected penatrative sex) and just do the safe ones.

[ylcg138]

I am not alone I am afraid. Thanks for the advice however learning much scares much. Regards