Heart ploblem

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Anxiety is an enemy to our hearts. It has no care how old you are or when it decides to invade your mind and body. It will meet you in the supermarket. It's time of attacks will come in your quietest moments. It has a way of disrupting our will to have the peace of mind we all deserve. It will rob you of your happiness. It begins to attack your body more and more as the thoughts of doom is in scripted in your mind. It's been said that anxiety can brings you to a world of uncontrolled physical breakdowns. I'm one to know about it's phases of attacks. With the multiple visits to the hospital from me knowing for sure that something is wrong. Truly convinced because of my physical pains and the dysfunctional feelings of my heart. I was having something I could not control; anxiety attacks. Many testes done and nothing found. Anxiety will confuse your very souls in believing this life is coming to an end.
Let me share some of the feelings anxiety can cause you physically and emotionally. The introduction of anxiety has been said to start with stress. Stress of the lost to a love one. For us here at the club the uncertainty of our hearts not beating right or functioning in it's rightful obligation brings us on edge. Needing a pacemaker to continue your life is a bit scary. Let's face it peoples, you can be scared and it's okay! What you don't want to do is be alone in this fear. My friend your not alone and many are not afraid anymore because they know the ways anxiety can be confronted. It works through your mind slowly and creates a home in your thoughts so getting rid of it will take time. We must find a way to get passed it's strong hold on our lives. I know this first hand because I've been through all the stages of it's attack. Trying to explain the feelings can be so hard to put into words and at other times it was clear as crystal of what I felt. As I fault with all that I had to stay out of this world of feelings that are not normal even to the near death person. What a world of hurt anxiety can bring to your life.
I'm encouraging you to fight this battle with anxiety with knowing all that you are. In case you forgotten who and what you are, let me tell you. Your a much needed mother or father to your children. You're someone special and many need you to be well in mind and spirit so that they may live in peace from your peace. Your someone who someone else has hopes of being like. Your the rock that keeps people grounded. Your smile is being looked at in someone's remembrance of you. Your that special flower that keeps growing even in the cold winter season. Your heart is beating not just for your life but the lives of others who count on you being here. Let's get a grip on this anxiety thing and I pray this unnatural attack to be released from you in the name of Jesus Christ my Lord. The bible says that if you have faith as small as a mustard seed you can move mountains. Today I command the mountain of anxiety to be removed from your life. May you stand on new grounds of hope and happiness. May you have new wisdom to counter attack this anxiety issue that is hindering you from being you. God bless you and remember you are not alone in this world. You will come out of this! Amen

                                                            Christmmpace
                                                            James