Hello, I'm not entirely sure that this is the exact right place for this post, but here goes, I apologize in advance for the long post. To begin, I am 27 years old. I have been having weird heart problems for roughly 5 years now. It all started one night years ago with an episode of My heart racing, I had been sitting in a relaxed position, doing nothing out of the ordinary, I think maybe surfing Facebook or something. All of a sudden I had a feeling that I could only describe as, it felt like my heart had stopped. So I jumped up telling myself no no no. And then for about the next 2 hours, My heart stayed at a steady 150 ish beats per minute. Ended up going to the ER that night. Fast forward 5 years and many medicines later, I am on propranolol for high blood pressure and tachycardia. I take clonazepam for anxiety, and I sort of regularly see a cardiologist (whenever appointments are actually available). I've recently been having allot off weird problems, I have allot of random episodes where my heart rate will go up and stay up for hours at a time. Without my propranolol my blood pressure will run high usually around 150/100, but with it, lately it's been running between 100/66 and 121/71 ish. The weird part of that, is that my heart rate will often and randomly go up a ways. Also I get really odd palpitations whose feeling I can only describe as similar to the way a pvc feels, only stronger. Also, I have a semi-constant headache, I also have been dealing with an odd light headed kind of fuzzy feeling in my head. And lastly, I have unexplained swelling of my right leg as well as pain. Also, swelling of my fingers. I have also developed a weird hyper-awareness of my body and what it feels (heart beats, pains, twitches, etc ) I also have these weird kind of full body twitches at night or when I'm laying down. And I have this weird, intense fatigue, that Comes and goes. I also get this feeling when I'm lying down, that feels like I'm going to pass out. And I constantly wake up in the middle of the night feeling like my heart is racing, and with a feeling like something is deathly wrong. Anyways, I've had a million tests, at least it feels that way. Ekgs, which always show normal, except for the last one that showed a borderline high qtc of 441. An echocardiogram which showed only mild and trace regurgitation in 3 valves. A treadmill stress test that showed only a low tolerance for exercise. An MRI of the brain that showed nothing, an MRI of the cervical spine (neck) that showed pretty much nothing. An eeg that showed normal brain waves (did have a history of childhood epilepsy though). 3 ultrasounds of my leg, all negative. An ultrasound of my abdomen, also negative. The cardiologist just ordered a 30 day event monitor. I also had one of those a year ago that Only showed mild pvcs. And lastly, a ridiculous amount of bloodwork. The cardiologist seems to think I'm fine, and my family members seem to think Its all in my head. But I can't shake this feeling like something is terribly wrong and we may be too late in finding it. The health problems create intense anxiety and the anxiety pushes the health problems. At this point, fear drives me, and I have no peace of mind. I'm scared, scared to go To sleep, scared to be awake, scared of what's going to happen to me. If anyone can give me any advice Or peace of mind, that would be great. I appreciate your time, and please don't be mean our rude, if that is your intention, than please, don't reply. My main concerns are the symptoms, the heart and dizziness and the nightly waking, and also the borderline high qtc. Again thank you for your time.
James