I am a 24 y/o male, 5'10" 235 pounds. Previously, I weighed about 265. Two months ago I was sitting at a meeting when suddenly, I felt a tingling in my feet, clammy
handsHand or foot spasms
Hand tremor, and I had trouble getting a full
breathBreath alcohol test
Breath holding spell
Breath odor of air. The meeting wasn't stressful and I wasn't doing anything. My heart was beating much faster then usual. I went to my doctor who ran an
EKGAtrioventricular block, ekg tracing
Ecg
Exercise stress test and sent me to the ER for tests. They ran X-rays,
EKGAtrioventricular block, ekg tracing
Ecg
Exercise stress test readings,
pressurePressure ulcer readings, etc. for a whole weekend. They told me it wasn't a heart attack or a blood
clotBlood clots. Since then, I still have felt awful and have gone for more tests. I get this tingling in my feet followed by trouble breathing and a fast heartbeat. I was sent for a cardio-stress test to determine if I had an SVT and that was neg. They also did a 24h urine test to see if something was wrong with my adrenal gland and that was neg. Thyroid tests also were neg. I had an upper GI as well as scans of my abdomen. but that was all negative too. During all this time I have also been losing weight without even trying. The worst feeling is not being able to take a full breath. The doctor is sending me for a Cat scan and said if that is inconclusive then he doesn't know what else to do. My blood pressure seems to move around a lot, mostly high. I always seem thirsty now so drinking lots of water. It seems to make the symptoms feel a bit better if my throat isn't dry. I have problems sleeping now and once I wake up in the morning I can't go back to sleep. The doctor also believes I have insulin resistance/Syndrome X. Any ideas greatly appreciated as no one seems to know.
Have you thought of the possibility that you are experiencing anxiety. When I experienced my first bad panic attack 21 years ago I had trouble getting a breath, tingling in hands (like electrical shocks), fast heart rate, clammy hands (classic sign of anxiety or nervousness), chest pain and the ground moved and waved under me when I walked. Symptoms people experience from anxiety differ for each person. This attack came "out of the blue." It is good you are having lots of tests done. If you find out you have nothing wrong consider anxiety as a culprit. Even if we don't feel particularly "stressed out" it just depends on how our body decides to deal with stress. It is not a bad thing. Sometimes we become so intuned to these symptoms and wait for them in fear that they come more often and we don't seem to understand that it is the fear itself that is causing them. There are many good books out there, especially if you are by a Barnes & Noble that help you deal with anxiety. Claire Weekes wrote "Peace from Nervous Suffering," "Hope & Help For Your Nerves" and a couple others, but those are classic. I've noticed that many of the new authors use her in their bibliography. Hope this helps. MLS
I thought it might be anxiety but I'm not so sure. The fact that I have these problems breathing pretty much everyday makes me think it might be something else. That and the weightloss without trying. I would be surprised if this was some sort of panic disorder that lasts as long as it does, considering it started two months ago and I still am having problems... Thanks for the info though, any and all ideas are greatly appreciated!
You could also encounter chest pains, floating, head aches and
a feeling of impending doom especially if you think something is wrong with you and the doctors keep finding nothing.. Your mind is a powerful force.. good luck and listen to the doctors advice... And about the weight, have you been eating as much as you were all along? I noticed I would skip meals or not really eat when i thought I was on death door,which Im sure your not, keep track of what and when you eat and compare it to what you were eating in the past.
I totally agree with everything that Greg has said. I know you are very young to feel that you would be experiencing panic attacks but this is a very common age for them to begin. I was 23 years old and this was 21 years ago and back then you couldn't find any doctors (at least where I lived) that knew anything about severe panic attacks and anxiety. It can happen to anyone and I know that in the states alone there are more than 8 million people who suffer from them. Things common with people who experience anxiety and panic attacks are that they are "kind, caring, giving (almost to a fault probably), sensitive, highly imaginative people. Our imaginations take over with "what if" this happens again. What if I don't get over it, what if I have a heart attack, what if.....etc. To what if is natural, so is being concerned with one's health but when you have been checked out and and told you have nothing wrong with you and you still find yourself obsessing over the "what if" that you need to learn some constructive ways to deal with it. This can come in the way of learning to change your way of thinking, be kind to yourself, learn to live in the present, etc. This can be hard at first when you don't know what you are doing that is why I suggested getting some books and I listed a few in my other post. Anxiety is a normal part of life. Sometimes it goes haywire....and you become overly sensitized. Your mind and body work hand in hand, and sometimes you need help to desensitize yourself. Good luck MLS
I totally understand how you feel. Believe me I have been to "hell and back." I hate to tell you this because it doesn't go away overnight but with understanding and learning to talk to yourself in the correct manner it will. If you have been under any kind of stress than your body is somewhat sensitized right now. (stress can be good or bad - if you have been partying too much and not getting a lot of sleep for a long time this could be considered stress even though you were having a good time). Trying too hard to forget is just as tantamount to saying "oh no here it is." I hope this makes sense to you. You (your subconscious mind) is on guard to this happening to you so that even when you try to relax it happens again. What you need to do is say, "okay, here you are again [to the symptoms] and ACCEPT THEM as they come. Hating them intensely, disliking them, any kind of negative reaction to them is still the same as saying "what if." So again...say, "here you are, breath deeply, tell yourself you'll be okay, this is the worst it can get, etc." Consider every time you deal with them as a lesson and welcome them. I know this sounds quirky but learning to deal with things in this way helps you for whatever else might come along in the future. Talk all in positives and remember to stay focused in the moment if you can. When you feel this way you tend to get introspective to all your bodily functions, your thoughts, your feelings. You might look at other people and say, "I wish I were like them, I'm so different, I wish I were normal!" You are only you, experiencing some trouble right now but it will get better. Hope this helps.
MLS
MLS
When I went through counseling for panic attacks (which I would highly recommend doing) my counselor suggested this workbook. Just ignore the stuff that you may not have. The other book you picked up is also really great!
Good luck and hope you find some peace. I know how hard it can be.
Cheers,
Rachel
YOu seem to have a lot of knowledge about this. I have been so focused on my heart ever since my first attack 3 years ago. Some days its so bad that I feel it every time it beats especially if I get up and walk around I can feel it in my chest. I am scared that I have something wrong with me that the doctors cant find. They did say I have trace regurgitation from an elongated mitral valve but no prolapse. In my mind this is a heart problem and I am terrified all the time thinking any minute will be the day when my heart races out of control, so I became very focused on it ALL THE TIME> Do you think this is the reason I feel it beating when I walk, I am scared to do things that may accelerate my heart. I appreciate your response, thanks so much....Jean
First of all, the most important thing is that you have been tested by the doctors and told that everything is okay. I'm so sorry that you have been worrying about your heart for 3 years. That is a very long time and I can imagine what that has done to your stress level let alone your physiological response level every time you think or do something! Thought and reaction occur so fast they they sometimes seem as one. If everytime you think that your heart may beat fast because of what you are doing it WILL!! It becomes habit and habits have to broken. Your thoughts and actions have to be changed. You need to work on changing your thinking from the negative oh my gosh will my heart race to okay here it goes. See the responses mentioned above. Changing your thinking from negative to positive does work. It does not happen overnight but it does work. I would have tension, anxiety, panic the whole day.....awful. All missed up with that was the thought that I was not normal, I wanted to be like everyone else. I was bad....but, when I begin to positive self talk to myself I would at first have 5 minutes of feeling good and "connected" to the day, then 10 minutes here, then 1/2 hr., then 1/2 day, then 3 good days, then 1 good week, and on and on. You begin to feel part of the world again, not just wishing you were normal, but realizing that you are normal but just felt bad "under the circumstances" and those circumstances happen to be what you are telling yourself and that is "that your heart is going to race." Take a walk, smell the fresh air, hear the birds, feel your heart race and tell yourself it is okay. Walk around the block and take pride in that accomplishment. Maybe walk around the block for a week. Then next week walk around two blocks. Enjoy each accomplishment. Right now I have to tell you that I am dealing with skipped beats with my heart. I tend to get these on occassion but I am on a new medicaiton and I think it is causing them to happen even more. It bothers me, who wouldn't it bother. It is not a nice sensation but it has happened before and if it keeps on I will go to the doctor but right now I am having to deal with them the same way I mentioned to you above.....think about it...What choice do we have.....I came to the conclusion that I was afraid of dying....so how could I be so afraig of living!!! I don't want to be afraid of living and if having anxiety symptoms makes one so that we need to learn to deal with them....because life goes on and I want it to be the best that I can. Accept...face the fact that this is happening to you now....and TRY to think positive.
MLS
Thanks so much,it helps to talk to someone who has been there have a great weekend Jean
Yes, I did check my pulse all the time and feel my heart. It is like an obsession that is hard to break. This keeps you constantly intuned to yourself. The more you accept that your heart is beating quickly will help. To tell you the truth, I am taking some increased medication for gastric reflux and my heart seems to be doing overtime with "skipped beats." It is bothersome to me and I find that I seem to be waiting for it so I figure this is as good a time to "practice what I preach." Anxiety is a normal part of life. When you worry about something your anxiety increases a little. When you worry about something a lot your anxiety increases a lot, the adrenaline starts to flow and you start a cycle that is hard to break. It goes like this. Tension...anxiety....symptoms.....fear....adrenaline....anxiety, symptoms...fear...etc. It goes round and round and is hard to get off. You need to change your conscious thought. You need to change the "what ifs"...what if I have a heart attack, what if I [whatever]....to its okay, I've had this happen this long and nothing bad has happened....I can do it....etc. Really, seriously, try small amounts of physcial exercise and when you realize that you can do this then each day you can do a little more and you realize how strong you really are. I was tested years ago for mitral valve prolapse, had an ultrasound of my heart etc. but at that time they said I did not have. My sister has it....If your doctor says you are okay then I think you should either get a second opinion or accept his word. Hope this helps.
Michelle
To make a long story short, I was released from the hospital the next day and was shortly after diagnosed with Panic Disorder and PVC's. I met a good Dr. who prescribed Celexa 20mg 1x per day. Within 2 weeks, the anxiety was gone. The PVC's continue but they do not bother me anymore. I have my life back.
Perhaps this medicine might help you too.
What I wanted to say was that there are many medications that can help. My husband and son have been able to overcome this awful condition with the help of medication. Paxil (an anti-anxiety/anti-depressant) has helped them so much that they now have no problem with these attacks. Many people/doctors beleive that this is a brain chemistry problem and that it is not always related to any particular stress in your life. I know that when I started having panic attacks, I was not under any unusual stress at all.
It is important to first rule out other medical conditions. Once you have a clean bill of heath on all other fronts, please, suggest that your doctor start you on an anti-anxiety medication so you can begin feeling better. It takes about 2 -3 weeks to start feeling the difference. The books are an wonderful idea too! I was able to overcome my panic disorder through self-help.
Good Luck!
I'm glad to hear that you're getting things checked out and I'm also happy to hear that you are trying to learn things from the books that you purchased. Keep us posted.
Michelle