leaky heart valve, numb heart, after high dosage neuroleptics

I was drugged in a hospital with intravenous neuroleptics at max dosage (over dose in my opinion).

Went to cardiologist afterwards, hospital had diagnosed me with tachycardia after administering the drugs.  

Cardiologist said I have a small leaky valve, but placed no restrictions.  

However, I have numbness and the physiology of my heart is numb.  The heart seems to work hard but I cannot feel it at all.

I do not sweat as much and my body isn't 'involved' when I exercise, its just like numb even though my heart is still pumping like crazy.  My heart beat and pulse is hard to feel, very weak.  I put my hand on my chest and feel a very slight beat usually around 80 bpm.

I am fairly sure also that my body no longer regulates its inner core temperature as it was designed to, so this is very bad.

I am sure there is no cure except death. :)

[mkor]

HAVE YOU TRIED LISTENING TO SEE IF YOU HEARTBEAT SOUNDS NORMAL THROUGH A STETHOSCOPE?PERHAPS YOU COULD FIND ONE AT THE MARKETS OR SOMEWHERE.
IF YOUR THAT CONCERNED YOU COULD ASK YOUR GP FOR A ECG?