You really should talk to your doctor before stopping any meds. They should never be stopped cold turkey. If there is a medical need for the meds, like you have high blood pressure it probably isn't a great idea to stop but again talk to your doctor about if it is safe to stop the med and how to wean off of it. There is a section on this site for depression
http://www.medhelp.org/forums/Depression/show/57 if you wanted to talk to others who struggle. You aren't alone. I know how hard it can be. I wish you strength and hope to find recovery. Hugs