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I'm sorry about your stuggles with so many diseases. I too, am diagnosed with MDD. I was on Ambien, Xanax XR & Lexapro. In addition, while being treated for a spinal injury at a hospital I was diagnosed with HCV. I underwent Tx for 26 weeks & cleared the virus however, I still have occasional bouts with depression.
You're right.....it's very difficult to differentiate what's worse MDD or HCV. MDD drains us & our families no less than HCV does, but we must go on.....no other alternatives.
All I can say to make your struggle bearable is that there is hope. New drugs are constantly pouring out onto the market & each advancement gives us renewed belief.
I'm now taking only Lexapro at a daily dose of 20 mg. I have beaten HCV, recovering well from my spinal cord trauma & I intend to beat MDD as well. I have a great family for support so I'm lucky in that respect. Pls don't despair for a proper mental attitude is a battle half won.
Good luck all,
Ben
You have asked a lot of questions. I was dx with AIH june 04, I have not experienced depression. I would recommend that you check out AutoImmuneHepatitis.co.uk this is an all AIH site and forum.
There are only a few AIH people here. I really feel for you and I hope you can find the right doctor. Who is treating you now?
A family doctor? A gastroenterologist? A liver specialist?
I will keep you in my prayers.
Maari
Thank you all for your kind thoughts and comments. I don't remember now how much prednisone I was on -- I believe it was the standard starting dose for treatment of AIH. What annoyed me the most was that I had told my heptalogist here of my history of depression, and he did not warn me that prednisone has well-known side effects of mood swings. I am from NY but live in Switzerland for work, and I feel I have to literally fight to get someone to treat me responsibly. I refuse to see the heptalogist here anymore -- instead I see a heptalogist in NY when I travel there, and remain in communication with him. I also see my GP here and in NY (when possible), and have, in the past eight weeks, seen countless psychiatrists, whose only help has been the addition of Xanax, which manages to help me control my crying spells. For some reason, I seem to be very sensitive to small changes in medication, and react with almost every known side effect. Moreover, my suppressed immune system leaves me susceptible to every infection that goes around -- I am currently fighting my fourth bout of pneumonia in the past 18 months (so add the standard anti-biotics to the mix).
I am trying to continue the fight: work helps me get my mind off my troubles, and I've signed up for a Pilates course. (Of course, I've gained weight with all the meds and feel disgusting...) The isolation and loneliness is the worst, but I am touched by the responses I've received here, which help more than you all can know. Thanks again, good luck to you all, and kind regards,
Mary
Susan
I hope the break from treatment will allow you to really enjoy most of the summer without the monkey on your back. You can re-charge your batteries and come back with renewed engery and determination to fight the final round.
Take care,
Susan
I forgot to mention...I finally called Dr. Cecil's office yesterday to schedule an appointment (I had been waiting for my PCP to make the formal referral).
You know how there's usually a 3-4 month wait to see most GI's as a new patient? Well, I was shocked when the nurse said there were openings two weeks from now. I guess there aren't a lot of folks in Louisville with HCV, or else there's an abundance of hepatologists in the area. Either way, I'm just glad that I'll finally get to meet him (good riddance, Dr. Doofus).
My appointment is May 5 (I wasn't available for the earlier slots). I'll let you know how it goes.
Susan
cali, I find it a GREAT idea... already looking around for scapegoats: a unique opportunity to get back in touch with a few people of my past! do you think that could work??? ooops, just kidding. :-)))
I read your post just now. hope you get my reply, PLEASE just leave a line if you happen to read this.
well you already know that I HATED prednisone and azatioprine/imuran. but I have been on way a higher dosage than yours is going to be. I had some moonface and gained weight (prednisone both slows your metabolism down and triggers your appetite like hell). azioprine is used combined with pred to keep the prednisone dosage low. it is a pretty dangerous med though - risk of acute pancreatitis and of carcinoma too. more often, risk of low red blood cells. luckily I had NONE of those problems. it is recommended to check your blood values very often at the beginning, even once a week (I did it once every two weeks, then slowed down). pred made me feel dizzy and confused and gave me ear ringing that is still there now that I'm 5 months off. I never missed a day on work, even if it has been hard. doc says the ear ringing (tinnitus) should have a different origin but I am sure I had none before taking the meds. I’ll go check my inner ear in a short time, although I know there is practically nothing that one can do about it. but let me insist, 5 mg pred are a very different dosage from mine and it may well bother you less or nothing at all. I had 36 mg prednisone and 100 mg azioprine daily.
which exactly are those plasma cells you are mentioning? ANA ?
you ask if I am in rome… for the pope, you mean? no. I never liked this pope when alive and even less I like the circus that’s happening around him now that he’s dead. I live in verona (shakespeare, romeo & juliet… etc.). well firenze is fine, but nothing in comparison with verona, you see… ;-) but you, who like belcanto, SHOULD come and experience the opera in the arena. just tell me in case you drop somewhere around italy sooner or later.
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