Hi great advice from others my hubby was put on a anti-depressant called mertazipene and it helped him, for the first few mths of tx i felt like i was treading on egg shells but i just remembered that it was the drugs talking not him when he was really bad i used to give him alot of space and he to tried to take a deep breath count to 10 before he said anything, i really hope the anti-depressants help you. Good luck with rest of your tx. Best wishes Jules
Thank you all for your advice. It's comforting to know that I am not alone and that there are ways to help control the outbursts of anger. I am going to start taking Zyprexa on a "needs" basis. I will also employ your suggested strategies for reminding us that it is the meds causing these tantrums and some practical ways to deal with them. My wife and I had a great talk and one of the things we agreed on is to for me to take "time outs" and remove myself from the situation if I feel overwhelmed or anxious and make sure that when I feel like it to celebrate with the girls and do stuff together, even if its just playing with the dog or helping them with their homework. Thank you, again for your great advice and your support. I will post again in a week or two to provide you with an update. . .
Yes, the short, sharp bursts of intolerance, or anger.
I was on my own, so I yelled at the TV during the news/current affairs a lot. Our government stinks.
I too yelled at cars, doing my Dory Previn I called it.
I got snappy, but just had to remind myself it was the meds.
If you feel irritability coming on, leave the situation if you can. I guess it's hard with children, partner around you, and work colleagues etc.
dee's advice is good. Just gently tell your daughters that Dad gets snappy coz he's sick and he doesn't mean it.
I actually have a talisman, one in the car and one at home. If I find myself yelling, or losing it, I just touch it to remind myself tht it is the meds, and I can stop.
Good luck. Not long to go. But for me, the last couple of months were the hardest. A bit like running a marathon actually. They say the last 10km are the hardest.
All the best.
Can-do and Kirk have given you great advice.
I just wanted to add that you are definitely not alone. I got that way as well. Can you try to explain to your children that you are going through a tx to save your health so that you can be around for a long time to come?
Maybe you could tell them, if they don't already know, that you are not yourself because the medication is making you feel moody, or sad, or mad.
Whatever you think they are mature enough to handle.
I had to have this talk with my husband who at times acts like my son :)
Congratulations for getting to 35 weeks! Over halfway done! Not much longer. Maybe to celebrate with your girls you could take them out to a movie or McDonald's or something that children would enjoy.
Take care
Dee
I developed the same short temper after a few months of treatment. My Dr. put me on Prozac and I think it helped. She told me to keep taking it for a few months after treatment was over, but I stopped because I was feeling much better.
I recommend Prozac, and I think it's probably what the doctor will give you. It seems to be the go to antidepressant during HCV treatment. It's not hard on the liver like other SSRI's can be.
Sadly this is a common side effect of interferon even though most refer it as "Riba rage". Besides trying to count to ten sometimes it just comes out. After 35 weeks of this stuff it just builds up in your system. The good news is at least for me it came and went and wasn't there all the time. Mine was worse when I was behind the wheel of a car. Just take a deep breath before you speak. Good luck to you.