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You made a great decision - and now you can fully appreciate it. This is horrible news I am so sorry for you. But I am glad for you.
Honestly I think transplant is the last option and I would pursue it after tx'ing to rid myself of the virus (if possible) before hand. Plus trying to dial that clock back a bit of damage...
Gosh I just honestly don't know what to say so I'll stop rambling. Sorry for your news new.
Beagle
You cleared AFTER your tranpslant right.
My little understanding from the 2 transplant recipients I've met is that hep c tx is usually done in conjunction with a transplant if it was pre existing. Not sure if it’s before or after or both but on a maintenance level afterward.
Guess one thing I've learned on this board is that we can only do our best to make the best decisions for us. Doesn’t mean they’re right or wrong, just our personal decisions. I would think that Jack Slater as a potential transplant candidate had the opportunity and information to weigh things out and make what he felt was the right decision for him. The other thing is most of our decisions have no guarantees.
I know 2 people that refused cancer treatment, one just preferred a shot at living life to it’s fullest for what was left, and eventually passed. The other in his 60s, refused tx, didn’t want to go through it, until his family and docs finally convinced him. His daughter wouldn’t accept he wouldn’t still be part of her and her children’s lives. Now she’s horrified at what cancer tx has been doing to him. Live’s for the brief breaks between treatments so they can have ‘some’ normalcy. They get through as best they can. Serious decisions are seldom black and white, mostly because the biggest variable is just the plain old human condition and how each of looks at life and death. I chose to quit drinking and drugging not for what would seem the obvious reason, that I was on my way to sure early death. It was the fear of living even one more day in the misery I felt. Anyone would say…well why didn’t you do that years ago. The human condition..
Peace to you Jack Slater
Peace to all,
Don
Mike, thanks for the post, you've been there and I commend you for fightin this thing tooth and nail.
Dyce
Ice cream is the TICKET! :) Notice how I could NOT get UND UNTIL I started with ice cream and then voila?
Pump it up! Doot doot doot do doo PUMP IT UP doot doot doot do doo!
I am bewildered by 2 of your statements and maybe you can explain more in depth what they mean.
"Transpantation isn't all it's cracked up to be". Excuse me but in my experience tp comes at a very high cost...the ultimate cost for the donor and a very real one for the recipient. I don't know that tp is a choice anyone really makes for themselves. Either you need one to stay alive or you don't. A person can not just arrive at the decision on their own and think tp is going to be the answer to all their problems. Along with tp comes a host of other complications and medical conditions that anyone would do anything to avoid in the first place. Tp is the best case scenerio for people with no other options.
My husband tried to tx before his tp but was pulled off when his platelets tanked at 20. Did Jack actually get the choice.....treatment or transplant??? The doctor's in Seattle left the total decision in his hands? If that was the case, you are right, I would have opted for tx before tp but, that's just me. My husband was on a ventilator, kidney dialasis (?) and ICU. He was bleeding. He wasn'e even aware he had the tp until I was able to tell him after the fact. No choice. No options. No second guessing. No promises. Just a second chance at life.
Mattie
My hat is off to you, sir.
Mattie
Its sad that jack passed on and a family lost a loved one but gave jack a second chance and new-sojurn lost a friend. I don't see where anyone won there.
I guess in some ways tp is a choice, but when he was first told of the possibility, all we could think of was saving his life. Anyway it could be done, we were going to sign on. He is lucky to have not had any real lingering problems post-tp, but a walk in the park, it wasn't. Guess it's not for everyone, but for us, death was something we weren't ready to sit back and wait for. Everyone who is now enduring tx is fighting for their lives, tp is just one major step up. LOL Mattie
Strator,thanks for your thotful musings as always-You guys are my spiritual guides...
NYGIRL- are yu indulgin in 'Heavenly Hash' ice cream??? i want whatever your having..
don very nice thoughts... he did things his way, the way he felt most comfortable with his own life... i too had a friend that opted for quality instead of quanity of remaining days when he was dieing of cancer... the meds for his melenoma were destroying him and his family and he had to go off...
interestingly enough he was on (((800ml))) of interferon for it and in a trial... it was making him loose his mind and family and turning him into hateful angry person...so he went off and later he passed on... but after he went off, his remaining time with his family, in the end, was very precious...
you're in my prayers sojourn, take care sweetie...i'm so sorry for your loss...
sandi
Phil Lesh, bass player for the Grateful Dead, made the same decision and so far (as I know) his liver has held and given him a new lease on life even though he lives still with the hep C -- here is his story and his websight for anyone interested
http://www.phillesh.net/philzonepages/friends_stuff/hotline-010904.html
We are all trying as best we can.
Kathy
She did not have HCV, in fact, I'm not sure exactly what she had except maybe zarcids(sp). She endured an abusive husband for about 20 years, home schooled her four children most of the time, was a great cook, even made her own noodles. Never drank, smoked, no drugs, no swear words.
Somewhere along the line, either was hit too many times or something chemical or physical happened and her liver went bad. She lasted about 10 years, during which time she finally got enough strength (or her blood ammonia level got high enough) to get rid of the husband. Her two oldest daughters always said she was faking, right up until about a week before she died.
She fought so very hard. At one point she asked the doctor if she would ever get a liver before hers gave out. He took her to his computer and showed her that she was at the top of the nationwide list. She fought even harder. But, she was on medicaid and it seems the doctors didn't know how to multitask or it was always a Friday when something would happen and she would have to wait in the hospital until Monday for them to decide what other test to do.
But, she kept fighting, waiting and waiting. Every week her liver would fail a bit more, then the kidneys and so on. Several months went by since the doctor showed her name on the computer and still no kidney. Always something. One time she was taken off the list entirely because she needed some dental work.
In the end, while waiting over the weekend again for a doctor to come in and decide how to handle something, she got a staff infection in the hospital and finally ran out of strength.
I'll never forget it. Never in all my life. I am happy for those who have gotten a new lease on life because of a transplant. But, somewhere in my mind and heart, I wonder why my sister's turn never showed up. Of all the people I know, she was one of the most sweet and kind of heart type of person I know. Didn't drink, smoke, swear.
Please, don't anyone be offended by what I say. I just ask that anyone with that new lease would please honor and cherish it for what it is. Like someone said, another paid a very high price for you to have your new life. Make it a good life in honor of those that couldn't.
Thanks for listening.
missmiss
I meant still no liver. Sorry.
3mo after the transplant, the hep c came back to attack the new liver-since it had never gone away- and w/in a yr had destroyed his new liver. Altho many transplant patients gain 4 or more yrs, some even 15yrs or more, some don't. And he still didn't tx, even a maintance dosage.
I'm convinced that tx'ing will halt, reduce and perhaps reverse liver damage even if the virus persists.
B/people who don't want to trreat won't.
None of us know if we will clear until we try. And none of us know if we are that 3% who have a virualent strain that can destroy a new liver in less than 18 mo, after it took 20+ yrs to destroy the 1st liver.
Many people think a transplant will solve the problem. Liver transplants are a staple on the soaps and no one ever has any trouble. That's why there is a common impression that transplants are easy.
no offense meant mikesimon. I know your story. I just think that Jack's story might make help others on the fence to make a decision while they still have a choice. You never know what can happen.
After my massive bleed and my liver failed, I was told my only hope was to get on a transplant list. So I know the pressure. B/I'm a Jeh Witns and that wasn't an option for me.
I am so sorry for your loss.
kathy
A friend of my wife and I has PBC liver diease and needs a transplant, my wife is a match and offered her friend her liver as a live doner. However, the ins. co. refused to pay as they say her liver is not bad enough yet. Sounds crazy but true. She is not doingwell and still they say no.
God bless you and your family.
Beagle
Mattie
Mattie, I am so happy to hear that your husband is doing well. I too would like to see him treated and I know that many transplant physicians are reluctant to treat. Anemia looms quite large for transplant recipients and it's almost always a hurdle for people like us. I did reference the new information that suggests that interferon can induce rejection but as I said I will need more hard evidence before I will believe that it does. I know several people that treated and one recipient, aside from myself, who cleared so it can be done. The fellow I am referring to was type 2 so maybe that partially explains his good result. But I was type 1 and I really believe that had I treated with full dose drugs for an extended time I would have cleard on my second TX. That time I cleared but stopped too soon and relapsed immediately. My first was with the 3x per week regular and low dose ribavirin so I don't think I had a chance that time. I pushed my doctors pretty hard to allow me to do what I did but now I think I was correct to push.
New Sojourn: I am very sorry about Jack but thrilled that you're doing so well. I remeber when you first came here and you are a great success story. I don't watch soap operas so I don't know how the transplant subject is characterized. I wouldn't be surprised that the portrayal on soap operas is false - I mean it's a soap opera after all, and from what very little I have seen of soap operas they're not factually based and I would hope that the soap opera viewers wouldn't put much stock in anything they see there.
Mike
My sisiter married right out of high school and her new husband told my father he would not take her away from the area. Six months later they were gone. It wasn't until the end that we got to be a part of her life again. I remember one day I was able to visit her after they returned to the area for a short time and the husband had a huge butcher knife in his hand with one of those leather things to sharpen it. While quickly sharpening the knife over and over, he looked me in the eye and said "I have never made a mistake in my life." We always figured we would lose her by his hands.
We tried to get her out but the usual battered housewife syndrom (syndrome) prevailed. There was a lot to catch up on in the end.
MBB-I will pray for your wife's friend. Can the insurance commissioner help at all? This breaks my heart. Please don't let her quit trying. Bless you all three.
missmiss
I don't think that Medicaid patients get "pushed back" in the world of hepatitis c or liver transplantation. In fact, I have a friend who was a medicaid patient and wasn't even on a tp list and she received a transplant. I think my doc is pretty good and I know he has quite a few medicare/medicaid patients. These days, even prisoners serving life get livers. No one is supposed to be "pushed back" and I see no systematic effort in place to do this to any certain population. After all, the hospital could care less who pays them the money--the gov't or an insurance company. There is no incentive to 'push back' patients whose bills are drawn against the full faith and credit of the US treasury. ;)
To address some of the inequalities that once existed in organ allocation UNOS was created. Their function is to provide a fair framework for potential recipients. They maintain a national database and administrate the procurement and allocation of organs. (IF however, you have fulminant liver failure like my friend did, the list is a moot point. The sickest goes to the top regardless of "official" listing or not.)
Before UNOS and the MELD system, abuses occurred frequently in the allocation process, without question. So much of the grading/scoring was very subjective at one time (encephalopathy,ascites,etc). Some people definitely "cut into line". I'm sure there are still a few abuses here and there, but for the most part UNOS and MELD have combined to greatly reduce their occurrences.
Close to ten percent of the people waiting on the liver transplant list will die this year without receiving a transplant.These are people who at one time were at the top of the list but no liver became available before they became too ill to transplant. There are currently about 18,500 on this list. Almost every transplant performed at my center last year were performed on those who were already in ICU. I have a friend who received a liver 8 years ago. His beeper went off while he was on the golf course. They still give out the beepers here, but in these days of extreme organ shortage they are rarely, if ever used.
Best regards,
PK