Let Down

Sorry I haven't written Mibunny & all. I've just been TRYING to get things lined up financially.  Applied for Unemployment & it's "under investigation" cause I was fired. If I DO get it, it's about $100 pr week.

I applied for Pub.Assistance which'd have covered my Medical COMPLETELY. I was SURE I'd get it. Just found out I DIDN'T. They say my husband makes too much $$. It DOES sound like a lot, but after taxes, child support, mortgage, car payments, our 11 yr old son's needs, etc., we're just getting by.
And NOW?  I HAVE NO MEDICAL COVERAGE. None!  I can't believe it. I have to yet apply for Disability.  (When I applied for Pub. Assistance, I THOUGHT it WAS Disability.)  But even if I GET that, I'm told it may be a YEAR before I recieve anything.

I feel so let-down. I guess getting married was a mistake in relation to my qualifying for any medical help.  I certainly feel as though I'm being PENALIZED for getting married.  Do you think if we DIVORCE,  THEN I'll qualify to recieve medical attention?  This is like saying, "You can be married, but your health will have to suffer."

Sorry. I guess I'm feeling a bit sorry for myself. Well, maybe not THAT....More like worried about what I'm going to do NOW?!!
MAN!!

Thanks for letting me vent.   Jackiee