about 2 weeks ago, my platelets had dropped from 89 to 57, so my NP reduced my inf to 1/2 dose. she originally wanted to pull me off altogether. after reading imput from you guys, i realized she may have been a bit conservative in her approach. so that week i did 1/2 dose of inf, and the next week i did 3/4, just to see where my labs would go(yeah, i know, self-treating). well, my platelets went back up to 90. i talked to my NP on the phone and asked her if we could keep my inf at full dose, i didn't tell her i upped my inf on my own. she said no cuz by reducing the inf, my platelets went up(ha!). i have an appt next week and get my labs redone on monday. should i tell her what i did? i just did 3/4 dose last night for shot 15. what do you think? when i told her that i thought the reduction might have been a bit conservative, she said no, that's the way we do it here. shouldn't i have some say in this? i would almost rather stop tx than to only do 1/2 dose. and i was UND at week 4. any ideas? thanks!