Wasn't sure if I should post this on this site or the social site. Anyway - here goes:
I know people talk about riba rage while on treatment, but I'm having difficulty with emotions 4.5 weeks post treatment. I seem to be having stronger feelings of anxiety and anger than I did while on treatment and I'm feeling more distant from someone I care deeply about. I don't know what's going on, but it is causing trouble. I can't seem to connect with my significant other.
Anyone else experience something like this? It is ironic that we were so close when I was on treatment and now, when my brain has started functioning again and I'm not so numb all the time, we seem to be drawing apart. What gives?
rk
It does feel l am coming out of a tunnel....I get little windows of clarity for a few hours where I feel like myself again...then I return to the sensitive, semi-resentful-in-my-head nutcase :). It DOES get better. Know that we've been through quite the traumtic adventure and we need time to heal.
Good luck and keep us posted...
Jeannine