You know, while I was not sleeping last night, as I did while on tx, I was thinking about your last post. I had knee surgery a few years ago and the re-hab really kicked my ass. If you think about what we have just been through, really post tx is the same.
The chemicals change our whole metabolism in strange and different ways. For example, I've had skin problems all my life. I thought tx would probably worsen them. Instead, I never had any rash or cracked hands like others did. I've been off tx since Oct 6th, and now suddenly I break out with a rash.
Also, I am not diabetic, but if I have too much sugar my glucose levels rise to the border line. While on tx I ate all the sugar I desired and my glucose was fine.
The chemicals for tx f*** with the chemicals in our body and our brain. I veiw jumping out of the fog as a giant leap for mankind. So I guess when I brag that I am recovering well, really I am just realizing that I'm no longer getting worse every week.
So back to my original point, I look at post tx as re-hab. I felt better before my knee surgery than after (now my knees are great and I am looking forward to skiing again). Feeling better isn't going to happen over night and not without some work, like better diet, small steps of exercise, and patience.