WARNING: Still sensitive about this topic
OK, I was seeing an ex-girlfriend of mine for over a year. Into the first three months of our relationship she tells me that she is positive for HSV-1. Now before this, I was tested regularly because I see myself as a pretty health conscious person. She had neglected to tell me that before our relationship she had been with someone who was potentially positive as well. We never engaged in unprotected sex, or oral sex but of course as many young couples did we kissed a lot. Results come in today that I am in deed HSV-1 positive.
Does it suck? Ummm Yes. Am i angry? Yes. Now since long ago (October) we have been officially done and she has moved on and so have I. However, in October I was tested negative for everything and now I'm showing signs of being positive in my blood. Yes I am aware that it could take anywhere between 3-6 months to show positive but this is not my concern. My concern is how do I simply tell my new partner I am officially HSV-1?
I really, really like her. And obviously we've kissed, she knew my ex had HSV-1 so I never lied to her about that and she knew that the first time my results came out negative. How do I go back now and tell her? It is her right to know, and no matter what I am there to support her (to go get tested, to not want to talk to me, to hate me and etc). Honestly, honesty is the key. I am an open book, but this will be the hardest thing to do and I need some input before I go out there and just put myself on the line.
Obviously this is my fault, but how would i have known my results would have changed? Its unbelievable
Sincerely,
Just trying to be an honest man, and do the right thing