I visit the doctor frequently due to yeast infections and uti's. It seems that when I have sex a lot with my BF, I get a UTI, or a yeast infection and I always pee before and after, and make sure to keep things clean. So my doc said she wanted to test for herpes just to be safe, I was tested in 2009 and all was negative. I've not had a sore in my mouth, lips, or genitals, and the test for type 1 came back positive. So I'm confused. I read that It's not an STD, but can be spread (orally to genitals, skin to skin, etc), I'm kind of freaking out. I feel dirty, and really bad. I've never had an STD in my life, and always go in if something seems abnormal "down there". What does this mean?! Can I not kiss, give oral, share lip gloss etc?! Do I need to now, let everyone know before I become 'intimate' with them? This has put me in a huge funk, I want to die. Thanks for any and all help!