I have a girlfriend, we've been going out for 6 months now.
She was tested for HSV and all STD's not long ago because she's a paranoid freak, and she came out negative for everything.
I have never in my entire life had a cold sore, or anything that could POSSIBLY suggest oral herpes, or genital for that matter.
However, 4 days ago, I noticed what looks like a cold sore on the right side of my lip.
I'm freaking out because I'm very scared of herpes, and I'm just SO confused.
1) does a cold sore ALWAYS = HSV-1???
2) i kissed my girlfriend while i had it, because I thought it was just a little pimple. will she have it for sure now?????
3) right now I'm assuming I have it, so I'm being a paranoid little freak. For example, if I accidently touch it with my finger, I will wash my hands for like a full 5 minutes to ensure i don't like touch my lips with that finger and get a herpes outbreak on that part of my lip. am i being ridiculous? like, if i touch my cold sore and then touch another part of my lip, will i get one there?
I AM SO CONFUSED PLEASE HELP I'M FREAKING OUT!!!!!!!