I have Herpes...help

I lost my virginity 9 months ago, about maybe a couple of weeks later, I started to feel itchy down there. I would scratch it and when i pee it would burn due to my scratching. My vagina became red inside and im not sure if i had any blisters. I also has a white discharge. Well ever since 9 months ago, Ive been itchy everyday. Somedays it will be realllly itchy and then i can go a day with a little itching. From time to time i would check down there and there are some blisters in the opening of my vagina. There all in different places. I also dont have the white discharge all the time. However, recently it became really itchy again. and i started to get discharge and blisters. I believe i have herpes =( can anyone help me see if the symptoms i am showing are of herpes.

By the way- i never ever got sick or had flu type symptoms

[gracefromHHP]

have you been seen and gotten tested properly for yeast and bacterial infections vaginally?

grace

[angelove24]

Hey Grace,
no i have not. I have no money and no way of going to a clinic. And to be honest, im very scared that I have herpes. A part of me doesn't want to be told that i have it because it will destroy me.

[gracefromHHP]

this is your first step. this is more likely vaginitis than it is herpes.

call your local health department or planned parenthood to see what your local low cost/no cost options are. this needs dealt with sooner rather than later. You've already let this go WAY too long :(

[angelove24]

But why would i have sores?

[gracefromHHP]

infection for 9 months can cause all sorts of issues dear.

[angelove24]

Also my discharge doesnt have odor

[angelove24]

sorry for all the questions

but what if i had them and i just never noticed them?

[gracefromHHP]

you need to be seen sooner rather than later to get proper answers. we'd just be guessing and you need proper medical attention.

[angelove24]

thank you