please whats my risk for oral HSV-1 Herpes for this encounter?

[rob5800]

I'm a recovering sex addict/porn addict and recently relapsed with an escort.
It was dark but she may have had some small bumps i felt on her lips after 2-3 kisses with light tongue.
After that I promptly stopped kissing her. The bumps seemed small and not wet.

My bare penis was on her bare breasts/her vagina with her very small underwear on.
There was no oral sex or penetration.  

The skin on her thighs and chest was smooth with no roughness I could see or feel.

I'm so ashamed and scared, hours after my lip started to feel strange but that could be from all the soap, hydrogen peroxide, etc. I had been rubbing and gargling.

Any insight would be great appreciated, think I'll get a blood test? in a few days no matter what

[rob5800]

I thought there was instant redness on my lip, but I'm 27 yr. old male and still deal with a few pimples on forehead and especially near my nose and lips. My pores around my lip line are also very big and prone to black heads.