If a patient with HPV (6) or (11) the types that cause Gential Warts, after effective treatment of Warts, has a reoccurrence of Warts after 2-5 year, which is most likely the cause:
A. Reinfected by new partner
B. The virus making a come back naturally because it is an unstable virus
I have read stories where it reoccurs for people off and on for years. So it never fully clears. Some of these people expressed being faithfully married. If their partner isn't cheating as well how does this happen. One lady hadn't had an outbreak in almost 10 years, then did and gave the Warts to her husband.
I guess I am trying to gage whether or not I will ever have a normal life. I just got diagnosed but have had a wart on my bottom (not even near my anus) for almost a year not knowing what it is. It is closer to the opening out outside of my buttock not near the anus.
I wept in the doctor's office. I was so distraught my legs went numb making it hard to stand and walk.
I feel like dying, though I am not saying I am going to do anything. I am to ashamed to be in a relationship in the future. People get mad at you then who knows what would happen in aaftermath of a break up or divorce. I am afraid if I get married I will infect my future spouse so not putting another person's life st risk of this horror. I feel very anger, distraught. My doctor kept downplaying "everybody has it at some point," making it seem like it is "normal" when the fact is not everyone has it and more importantly most people don't have the strain I have, most never develope Gential Warts.
I feel she was dismissive, she doesn't have warts. This is lifelong not something to be made light of. I am extremely depressed and not coping well. I am dirty, burnt disgusting. This wart looks hideous and to have to live the rest of my life never knowing if my condition will get worst ( larger warts, more in different places) or be off and on over the years (it seems everyone is different) I don't think it would be worth living like this. I feel like less of a personI am less of a human.
My body is no longer in its original state of existence being. I don't feel whole or complete as a person human being anymore. It will grieve me for the rest of my life- a constant state of a type of heartbreak and dispire I didn't know existed. It is one thing to hurt and let down peremently mame another unintentionally than to do this (medical condition) to myself. I have broke my own heart and ruined my one and only body. I grieve for the separation of self this condition creates- no mourn because of it.
I am worried about the constant uncertainty and having to hide my body where they may develop.
I am so ashamed.
If I remain celibate as I am not for the rest of my life which is fine because I was already pretty much asexual, will my chances increase after treatment that it won't return?