So... ugh. About me, I'm a mid-30s male, divorced in the past few years after being in a monogamous relationship since my early 20s. In January 2014 I broke up with my last girlfriend (I've only had 2 since getting divorced) who I had been seeing for about 8 months and a month later I had a genital wart on my groin (upper inner thigh). This was difficult for me to deal with since I've never had and STD and I really wish that there had been more specific information available to help me protect myself because even though I am too old to get the vaccine I might have sought it out anyway if I had realized that exposure to this virus was unavoidable even when using diligent safe sex practices. Regardless, I got it frozen off and was hoping that was the end of my HPV infection.
It is now August 2014 and I just got back from seeing an Ear, Nose, and Throat doctor regarding 3 bumps that have been on my uvula (dangly thing in the back of the throat) for at least a month or two. He looked at them and said "they are nothing serious, they are just papilloma". Which of course means warts. From HPV.
As you can imagine, I in pretty bad shape over this. The ENT doctor assured me that these are not cancerous (just like my genital wart was not cancerous), which is good, but I am extremely concerned about how sensitive I seem to be to this wart causing strain of HPV that is in my body. I am having these throat warts surgically removed in a week and a half, but I am terrified with the following concerns:
-The doctor says he sees these a lot, and most of the time doesn't bother to remove them unless the patient is overly concerned about them (which I am) because they cause no health risks. However everything I've read about HPV says that oral HPV infections are much more rare than genital HPV infections. Am I possibly extremely sensitive to the strand of HPV that I have? Do I likely have many more warts down my throat and on my larynx that I cannot even see that might cause further health issues? After spending the money to have these warts surgically removed, will I just get more and need to continuously have surgeries to be wart free?
-I am extremely fearful that I am more vulnerable to HPV than most people. I get frequent Herpes coldsores on my lips and face, and I know these viruses have similar properties. I feel like I need to limit my future sexual activity both to insure that I do not spread what I have but also to avoid reinfection and possibly more surgeries (and trust me, my sexual activity is limited enough as it is). I am also very concerned that if I am sensitive to HPV then I am at high risk of actually getting throat cancer in the future.
Argh!! How to people deal with this?? Are there support groups?? Do people just get on anti anxiety meds?? I understand that this isn't going to kill me but it has the potential to severally impact my quality of life considering how crazy it is making me.