7 days of Constant Tension-Headache

Hello Everyone,

This my first time poster and I have never spoken candidly to anyone in my life about these health issues and I'm starting to fall part inside if I don't find out whats wrong. In the interest of time I've made a brief synopsis of the symptoms at the bottom of this article.

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Current Medications: Adderall (adderrall) and Esgic


Summary of Current Symptoms:

Genital:
Mulluscum Contagious
Dysuria (painful urination)
Hypo/hyper-pigmentation
Chronic scrotum inflammation (constantly red and irritated)

Head:
Tension-Headache, non-stop for 7 days and counting. most pain located in the back of the head
Moderate Depression, which I've had for years. but I do honestly do laugh a lot yet I cannot cry. I do not remember the last time I've cried, its gotta be 5+ yrs. A close friend of mine suddenly past away last year and I tried to cry for loosing him but I couldn't, I just couldn't, even when I was alone. I'm a decent looking guy but haven't had a girlfriend in over a year. Mostly because I want to get everything fixed and do not want to infect anyone.
I tend to do things alone and prefer to avoid social interactions (I do have really great and intelligent friends but it does get tiresome pretending to be happy, whenever I'm around them)
Mental fogginess and inability to concentrate on tasks
Mildly sore neck
Minor(but above the normal) occurrences of balance issues
Moderate short-term & long term memory problems
Tiny clear colored (pencil-tip size) papules inside soft palate of mouth.
White(ish) hue surrounding the inside mouth. (tongue and tonsils are normal looking)

I am scheduled to see the ENT, Neurologist and Dermatologist all within the next 2 weeks. So I'm hopeful but still depressed nobody will find any answers.

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I personally think whats wrong with me is a body wide inflammation caused by the poxvirus but all the blood work so far has come back normal. So I'm completely clueless as to what is but I feel like whatever is causing the inflammation in my scrotum is causing this tension-headaches and depression too. I truly want to be happy but I just see no reason to be when its easier to be depressed and lonely.

I know their are billions of people in this world that are extremely less fortunate than I am and they are they have every right to be depressed, not me. I'm financially sound, i'm going to college for free and learning something I love to do as a hobby but I'm still depressed. I don't get it. I feel my body is forcing me to be depressed when my personality doesn't want to.

thank you in advance for taking the time to read this puzzle of mine
please please, any comments, suggestions, questions or concerns are welcomed.

thank you