Hey everybody, this has really been stressin me out 4 like 3 months now n might b kinda long. I thought i was over it but im right bk to it. Ok so i was bit by my ex cat on december 31. I picked him up from her brother on like the 28th n he was real affectionate n the car. Now whn i got to my house he didnt wanna *** n n she told me to grab him by his neck n he started growling. So i left him outside n he came to the door round late that night and i fed him n he laid on my bed. I tried to move him from the bed to the couch n before i culd even get him up he tried to bite me but i had a glove on n thn he scratched on my face.i put him bk outside. I didnt see him again til the 31 but i was gon on most of the 30th n all til. When i came bk on 31st he ran up to me so i took him n to feed him again he ate thn layed on the bed again. When i tried to move him he bit me this time he actualy did bit and scratch me and was kinda deep. I didnt think much of but i put him out and washed the wound. First i put alcohol on it thn started washing wit soap but only for like a minute. Now i went to the er cus i had a fever the next day. They told me it had that cat scratch thing but didnt wanna treat me for rabies whn i asked. Sayin its for nasty shots im sure u dont want that. Even though the cat was 3 months past due on his shots n only had the 1st shot at 4 to 6 months i think. By the time of January 20 i started to worry n went to the er again n they still didnt wanna give me the shot. Sayin if i had it i wuld b dead by now n that it havent been a rabies cases n the kansas city area for a long time. Even the health department said they culdnt do nuthn without gettin 1st shot from er. So after this anxiety started to set n along wit insomnia due to my heart beatin too fast and adrenaline. After a while i went to another er n told them n they didnt wanna treat me n made me feel crazy even put me out cus i kinda went off. thn bout a month later i noticed when the fan was on while i layed down my heart started beatin fast...whn i turned it off it slowed down. Thats aerophobia aint it? I had a real bad stomach pain after c n that logan movie on march 5th n had 2 **** liquid a few times n thro up round 3 n the mornin. After time i was thinkin it was stomach flu r food poisoning thn pancreas problems. A week later i felt a sever pain on my left side which is wat i feel at night sum time whn my adrenaline go off i think.. went to er cus i felt light headed n light i culd pass out. They didnt think much of it even tho my neutrophils was at 39% n leukocytes were at 50%. Went to dr next day n also a couple days ago n neutrophils was 44% n so was leukocyte i Slept coo 4 a few days again but i think i had the fan off thn this past wk is whn i really started payin attention after drinkin water in another er due to abdominal pain my heart started beatin fast. When i got home..same thing wit the fan. Couldnt sleep really for next few days cus of this n even felt like instead of dreaming i was hallucinating. Cus i wuld react to what was goin on n it wuldnt last long. Ik this was long but i wanted yall 2 kno all that was goin on n also another person out there that might b experiencing the same stuff. My symptoms have been anxiety, insomnia restlessness, nausea n vomitting for a day, fever that lasted 2 days, abdominal pain, n i feel that i have an internal fear of air n water..cus it causes my heart to beat faster and after a while my adrenaline goes off. Any comment helps.