I've abused stimulant laxatives for about 25 years, mostly on rather than off. Now, whenever I eat my stomach becomes so hard and distended it's like I'm 9 months pregnant. One meal will take all day and night to diminish the bloating a little bit. I've been reading about all the symptoms of severe laxative abuse and is this severe bloating related to this being the end of the line for me with laxatives? I've had episodes where I had to eat a lot of tomato sauce because of the potassium to get my heart to calm down. Now, for the first time, after regular use of sennosides (Swiss Kriss), I can't hardly go no matter how many I take. I'm getting larger and larger - there's no pain anymore associated with going and I wonder if this means I've permanently damaged the nerve muscles. And it's more like diarrhea now than anything else. I'm obviously going to stop now, but what could happen? The hardened stomach bloating is impossible for me to move and I'm not digesting well as I'm burping all the time also. My doctor wrote me a scan for my abdomen and a colonoscopy, but I don't have insurance and can't get it done anywhere. Help!?