I was just sitting here reading the comments and wanted to say to you all how much you mean to me.
I'm officially cured of Lyme and babs, and have been for a few years now, but having been through Lyme is a traumatic experience of its own kind.
Lyme+ can take over everyday life, with everything revolving around aches, pains, meds, wise docs, stupid docs, insurance, no insurance, family, work, money, uncertainty, fear, wondering if life will ever be the same again.
And here, with all of you, is where I can come and know that what I went through was real, that it really did profoundly affect my life, and it wasn't my imagination or self-pity. I also know that we can get through it and go on, a bit changed, some memories lost or vague, sometimes jobs and money and friends gone away, and sometimes a lot of self-doubt about whether we really are ill or just convincing ourselves we are.
Yes, Lyme is real, and Lyme is a profound passage in life -- and yes, we can get past it and carry on. I mourn the fuzzy years that I don't remember very well, but try to focus now on making new memories to carry with me.
I know that you all understand, and that means a great deal. Thank you, dear friends! J.