Yes you need to see an LLMD which Jackie told you about. Boston has some LLMD and they are throughout the state
Welcome (?) to MedHelp -- sorry you've reason to be here, but welcome to the party.
You're right, Lyme docs tend to keep a low profile, esp. in states where the state medical boards frown on aggressive treatment of Lyme. Politics. Someday it will be all sorted out, but for now, that's why you usually don't see Lyme doc's names posted in the open here: to avoid them getting hassled/shut down by medical boards whose docs have never had Lyme.
I will send you a private email through this website with some guidance on locating an LLMD. Keep us posted!