NEEDED TO VENT...

So its official... the father of my baby is an a-hole. Isaa is a month and a half old and hes seen him once, and he was only there for about an hour. I filed the child support papers already, but the case worker said they are so backed up it will be months before we go to court. So now I'm trying to pay for everything by myself... and my 3 yr old son (i have joint custody for him, and he lives with me half the week). You guys kinda know my story.... because I was upset about it when I was pregnant. Life is just kinda hard right now (daycare for the Isaa is $194  A WEEK, and I pay for my 3 yr old for daycare for the 2 days), I had to drop one of my classes so I can pick up more hours at work. HE JUST SUCKSSSS SOOOOOO MUCHHHH..... I am so pissed right now..... he doesn't give a **** about no one but himself, and I probably won't even get that much child support, because he goes to school fulltime and works barely any hours (because his parents pay for all his stuff). sorry its so long, just needed to vent.