poems

A few months ago there were poems posted about m/c and such. Does anyone still have any of these? I tried to go into the archives to find them but I had no luck. Thank you all very much and Happy Holidays.

[cougarcub]

i dont have any of the ones you are talking about, but i have a few i've written. if you'd like to read them, let me know...not neccissarily about m/c but from when i lost my son.

[BlueBirdSchless]

I would love to here that! I just had a M/C and am grieving the loss of my third little one. I'm so thankful for this little group here, I'd be so lost!

[mslkpage]

This was making me crazy, because I found them before. Here is one of them:

I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to GOD today
I asked what makes a Mother and I know I heard him say....
A mother has a baby, this we know is true.
But, GOD, can you be a mother when your baby is not with you?
Yes, you can he replied, with confidence in his voice.
I give many women babies, when they leave is not their choice.
Some I send for a lifetime, and others just for a day.
And some I send to feel your womb, But there's no need to stay.
I just don't understand this GOD, I want my baby here.
He took a breath and cleared his throat, and then I saw a tear.
I wish i could show you what your child is doing today.
If you could see your child smile, with other children and say...
"We go to earth to learn our lessons of love and life and fear.
My mommy loved me oh so much, I got to come straight here.
I feel so lucky to have a mom, who has so much love for me.
I learned my lessons very quickly, my Mommy set me free.
I miss my Mommy oh so much, But I visit everyday.
When she goes to sleep, on her pillow, this is where I lay.
I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek and I whisper in her ear...
Mommy don't be sad today, it's your baby, and I'm here."
So, you see my dear sweet one, Your children are not blue.
Your babies are here in my home, They'll be at Heaven's gate waiting for you.
So now you see what makes a Mother, It's the feeling in your heart.
It's the love you had so much of, right from the very start.
Though some on earth may not realize you are a Mother,
until thier time is done. They'll be up here with me one day,
and they'll know you were the best one.

[mslkpage]

Baby's Secret

I am just a little fellow
Who didn't quite make it there
I went straight to be with Jesus
But I am waiting for you here.

Don't you fret about me, mummy
I am of all God's lambs most blessed
I'd have loved to stay there with you
But the shepherd knows what's best.

Many dwelling here where I live
Waited years to enter in
Struggling through a world of sorrow
and their lives were marred with sin.

So sweet mummy, don't you sorrow
Wipe those tears and chase the gloom
I went straight to Jesus' bosom
From my lovely mother's womb.

Thank you for the life you gave me
I'd have loved to bring it fame
I have all of heaven's glory
Suffered none of earthling's pain.

Daddy gave me something for you
It's our secret mummy dear
He pressed it tight against my forehead
Whispered in my tiny ear.

I'll be waiting for you mummy
You and daddy, brother and sis
I'll be with you then forever
Then I'll give you daddy's kiss.

[mslkpage]

They bring tears to my eyes every time I read them. Especially the first one, but they are both good. I hope everyone that's had sorrow this past year gets a lot of joy in '06.

[mejoje]

Thank you SSSOOO much for those, they were the one that I was talking of. Happy Holidays.

[cougarcub]

A Mothers Pain
in rememberance of my son Theran Anakin Buckbee, who died in 2004

Glittering dimness across the sky
I look out the window and wonder why
So many things I'd love to see
Why wont lady luck ever visit me?
I put on a face and carry on a show
I've hurt so much since we laid him low
In the ground so hard and deep
My baby boy wasnt mine to keep
So bring your children strong and near
Hold them close and love them dear
Give them hugs every night
Heed my words, or know my fight.


Nina Buckbee

heres another

Goodbye Sweet Son
Goodbye sweet son, Goddess hold you near
You're on your way home and I cannot follow
This journey's ending has brought me sorrow
For though you were so tender and new
The goddess and god had greater need of you
So when you are walking across the sky
Look in on me, hold me when I start to cry
For your passing has torn my heart assunder
As the sorrow tries to pull me under
Your sister rests in my belly so dear
And your father tries to hold me near
Love conquors all is what they say
But I'm just waiting for the day
When I cross the River and see your face
That is when I'll know my place
Upon this earth so green and blue
Till then please know...I love You.

Nina Maxine Buckbee

[mslkpage]

Those are beautiful, and you have a gift for writing poetry. Thank you for sharing them.

[insomniackween]

I WANTED TO BE A MOMMY

Nine years of disappointment
Nine years of tears
I wanted a child so bad
I was facing my worst fears

No toys, No clothes, No midnight feeds
I wanted a Baby
That’s all I need

Baby’s came into my arms
Then they would go
Their mom’s had no idea
I didn’t let it show

I wanted to be a mom
Just once in my life
I wanted to have the baby
I was ready for sleepless nights

I would cry in the grocery store or even the mall
Seeing mom’s and baby’s
I wanted it All!

I promised to God, I would be the best
Just give me my baby and I’ll do the rest
For years and years, I wondered what
I did wrong
For God hasn’t gave me a child
Maybe I don’t belong

All I wanted was to be a mom
For as long as I had known
9 years waiting, 9 years alone


Kenny and I started to give up
We took it to the next step
Scott & Raymond came into our lives
But God wasn’t done yet

The stomach flu is all I thought
As I lay sick in my bed
No work today, no school, sleep was the
Only thing in my head

Thanksgiving came and that night it
Was clear
The smell of that egg sandwich was still
Lingering near
I think it’s time to take a test I said out loud
We drove to Wal-mart, 2 positives,
I still have my doubts

I took 3 more the next day
They were all Positive too
I was speechless
I didn’t know what to say or do

It took a few weeks for it to sink in
Your going to be a mommy
A new life is about to begin

I can’t believe I’m going to be a mommy
For God answered our prayers
He gave us our baby
It was a long wait, 9 years

Thank you God! I am so blessed
You gave me my baby
Now I will do the rest!

[dontakedrugs]

What do you call someone who pretends to be a scientist?


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