Am I so repulsive.

  Been w/ my husband 16 yrs and left him 7yrs ago sure he was commiting adultry. We worked things out. But almost a yr ago all the signs were there. Now he says things like youve always been the best kisser. When we forplay he get aroused.If he is touching himself. he gets hard as a rock.  as soon as he gets close to me soft as a pillow. Im extremely sexual person. love sex love all kinds of sex. Am great at it . love to try new things.always reading up on how to please him make it better. Even during are child bearing years not lots but plenty. Im a little old fashion. Submitting to please a husband and keeping him satisfied is how you would most likely keep a husband. Im greatful for him pleasing me other ways. But him telling me he knows for a fact im not the problem. assuming hes tried elsewhere. I now feel hes not interested. And my carpol tunnel is getting worse. Im thick. 37 and not bad on the eyes. alot of his friends tell him there jealious. I want him to see me the way they do. HELP. IM SO STRESSED AND SICK IM LOSING MY HAIR.

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Google Deer exercise  and do it regularly.
Kegel exercise is best for strengthening pelvic floor.Kegeling during intercourse will produce different type of sensation to a male. Massage perineum.