Help me I'm having Sexual Issues and Gay Pornographic Addiction

[Cedrix]

Help, I'm having a Sexual Identity Crisis. It's because of my very young sex life, Since I was 4 I had been having (fake) Sex with my Sister/Aunt and when she come back after a summer vacation, she turned a new leaf. So being Sexually Hungry I had to cling to something, anything. Then my Brother/Uncle and I just did it IDK how but I was 6 he was 9. We did it until Dec 2016 when she had her Girlfriend then he too left and I don't blame him for leaving but I want to turn a New Leaf but Amidst I can't overcome it and I Cling to gay Porn. It backlashes when I hang out with boys, I'm having these weird sexual fantasies so they're weirded out by my unusual manliness IDK how to react. Can you give me some Rules and Tips to become a Man (I don't have anything against the LGBT I just want to be normal)

[CurfewX]

Hi there.  Well, it sounds like you have had a difficult past and you are really struggling with your sexuality.  I would definitely recommend seeing a counselor to help you cope with some of the past events, and to come to terms with whoever you are.

There are no "rules" to being a man.  Whether you are gay, straight, or bisexual, you are uniquely you, and your life will be much better and more peaceful if you come to terms with who YOU are, not who you think you should be.  There's no set standard for "normal" either.  

I really think you would benefit from counseling to help sort through the issues and to help you accept yourself.