Penis spots Now scars, now TEARS

i am feeling very depressed, and feel like ending it now, it all started when i first noticed some white spots on my penis shaft (2spots), i first started pecking at them and white kinda like spot puss came out, then after they left the skin red and saw, but it didnt stop there i keep getting parnoid and started picking them all the time, soon nothing came out, but i felt lumps under the skin, one day ov hard picking i managed to pot it open, it was thick and long worm like thing, like a big spot on your face, i saw that my skin was scarring light and pink coloured to the rest, this is when i got depressed, i cnt find a girlfriend because of this on my mind, all i do is stay in and play computer games, my social life has been destroyed and now i feel like i want to go, i have tryed putting plasters over it to stop be pecking but i take them off after so many days and peck again, i just cnt stop it, can anyone help me, i just dont want people to say they are scarred for life, this has brought tears and pain to me and i really need help before i do something stupid, please anyone. HELP ME.

[phil]

Hey..
(1) Leave it alone, the spots may be just hair follicles and pimples
(2) you should definitely get some help on the depression, if you're in school.. SEE A COUNCILOR .. if your not in school... SEE a Mental Health professional

Life's too short to be depressed and there are those that can help.


Phil

[newdude]

Yeah, I agree with phil.

Don't get me the wrong way, but if you can't stop picking at something, then there's not much anybody else can do about it for you.  And that's no reason to "end it all."  Please cheer up, you'll probably see in a month or so that this was all very trivial and not to be worried about.  And imagine if you had ended it all!!!