how did you resist from all no PMO?
I mean, were u totally off from those things whole 86 days?
To be honest, I smtimes M, and I still have my erection and libido going on
I of course want to have a good real sex again, but I think the real problem is on P and how I don't stimulate myself when I'm online by accidentally looking up on eroctic pictures :(
Congrats!!!
Its good to read that you escaped the gravity of porn and you can feel and see the difference. Its a good feeling to not have to worry if your equipment is going to work or not.
Thanks for sharing its important to let others know that you successfully rebooted and the results that you are getting. If gives us strength to stay on the right path.
After 86 days without PMO finally i'm fully recovered . I had sex today and it was awesome experience.erection was very strong, i ejaculate after 10min I can't describe that how relaxed i'm feeling. Finally i lost my virginity... lol
Last year i tried sex(but that time i was addicted to porn) it was so embarrassing bcoz i couldn't maintain erection and i could not ejaculate, there was no sexual feeling with real girl. i had almost lost hope.
It wasn't easy to abstain from masturbation and porn for almost 3 months. but my goal was real sex and i've completed it. I'm totally different now, before porn was very interesting to me now it looks like crap. it feels like what a ****** up guy i was who wasted 10 years of his life for masturbation and porn., What i was doing it was really crazy.
Yourbrainonporn.com and this thread changed my life. Those who are on same journey just dont lose hope. you will definitely recover.
thank you thank you . i am 32 years old and an has been into porn since I was 15. I am happy to hear from someone who has it for almost 20 years. I was dead worried that i have done it for so long and it is not reversible.
you gave me a lot of hope.
best of luck on your recovery
I was thinking today about rebooting and one of the most commonly asked question is...
How long will it take?
We live in a very fast paced society where instant gratification is highly catered to whether its ordering fast food,accessing on demand content on cable TV or doing things on the web.
A lot of us including myself have been addicted to porn for years. Its important not to get discouraged if you don't see results after 30 days.
The same way a broken arm or leg can take 6-8 weeks to heal to the point where its usable again, we must allow time for out minds to heal.
Just my two cents.
Wow glad I found this forum, I thought it's just me can't achieve that hard on!
I'm 22, and I've been masturbate to porn since I was 18!
FYI I'm gay, and it's just ridiculous for me to always compare "why that guy can erect so long and hard while I can't?"
Off to point, I just realize my erection is not hard since about a year ago, but that time I just figured out that my blood vessel on my crotch doesn't circulate well (proved by a traditional massage my close friend gave). Then as time goes buy, it's getting weaker until one day I can't turn on at all, no libido at all though the guy I met is hot!
Then I started to find out this forum, and soon I realize I've been watching too much porn while jerking myself off
So, 12/7 was the day I removed all my porn collection, around 50GB+, then I stop masturbate, stop porn streaming, stop seeing erotic pictures and so on
So lasted to 6 days, I just cant hold myself, I started to M myself W/O Porn, and it did FEEL GOOD!
FYI I never loose my morning wood.. I always have it, thank God!
But after awhile it's just very difficult not to see erotic picture online, and I just can't resist to see it
But I feel myself lots of changes in case of libido, I can get easily aroused when I'm on bed stimulating myself W/O Porn
Till yesterday night, I can't resist to download a porn and I just watch it skip skip skip to parts I wanted to see, then I try to masturbate again since I was horny, but my orgasm is not that good as before, and my erection too, not hard as before
I guess... yeah I made mistake, even I threw my porn off, sometimes I just check out a sexy pictures :(
BTW, about a week ago, I hooked up with a guy, and he gave me a great *******, and I can get hard, and long lasting! I think I can get on like about 15 mins non stop