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Was IT eaten?
There's one point in my life that I starved myself. I had reached my lowest weight at 100 lbs (45 kg) from 65 kg, by starving myself and staying awake at nights. I was 15 y/o that time and was 5'7 tall (172 cm). I didn't have any fat, nor muscle that time due to the eating disorder. My penis became very small that time and its glan was white-colored.
Had I reached to the point where my penis tissue had been eaten by my own body?
If u dont mind, please read my full story:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/General-Health/help-my-lifeis-it-ruined/show/1620456#post_7375173
Had I reached to the point where my penis tissue had been eaten by my own body?
If u dont mind, please read my full story:
http://www.medhelp.org/posts/General-Health/help-my-lifeis-it-ruined/show/1620456#post_7375173
I did a very big wrtite-up on the advice of Solace narrating a story of my team member of our company. Unfortunately this big write-up was lost and now to repeat it- is very difficult.The team member was advised to fake enthusiasm and to change is mind-set for three months. he headed our advice and proves a great success in his life. He has toured almost half the world. He worked with Mahesh Yogi organization. Dr. chopra was his collegue. He is now retired and trains corporate managers. Pleas take advice of Solace and try for three months whether you believe these advices or not.
Serously, I'm not depressed..jeez.
These concern only about 5% of things I'm thinking now..
The T level was just an example..
About my sex drive, I used to be a sex maniac. No way it would have dropped from 'maniac' to 'frigid'. At least, I should be 'normal'. And it's been a while since I left my bad lifestyle, I should have been recovered to my past level if u think I haven't damage anything serious..
I'm afraid it's permanent and I'm going to be a 'low' boy for the rest of my life. It is also correlated to my shrunken balls/penis I think.
It's a shame to the family, too, cuz they all got high sex drives like I used to have.
These concern only about 5% of things I'm thinking now..
The T level was just an example..
About my sex drive, I used to be a sex maniac. No way it would have dropped from 'maniac' to 'frigid'. At least, I should be 'normal'. And it's been a while since I left my bad lifestyle, I should have been recovered to my past level if u think I haven't damage anything serious..
I'm afraid it's permanent and I'm going to be a 'low' boy for the rest of my life. It is also correlated to my shrunken balls/penis I think.
It's a shame to the family, too, cuz they all got high sex drives like I used to have.
Hi,
" I'm going to enter a college next year. "
Nice to hear that.
" Nowadays, I'm just laying on my bed/couch. I walk only when I go to the kitchen and toilet."
Not at all good. Pick up more activities, mix up with people and do regular exercises. How can you expect your body to grow and function properly with out enough exercise?
" I masturbate daily and my erections r not as good as they used to be back then before my eating disorder/bad lifestyle."
Reduce the frequency to once or twice a week.
" One thing for sure, my flaccid penis is ABSOLUTELY smaller.'
It will only improve with improved blood circulation ( with regular activities and exercising ) and nutrient rich food. Take a stock of the nutrient contents in your daily food and compare with the daily requirement specified by FDA. One element Zinc is so very important.If you take a negative attitude, you will get stuck to the worm hole.
" These days, my balls also don't drop sometimes, they have dropped before, back then, everyday. They r also smaller now "
If they are about 20cc each.Dropping and not dropping depends on the environmental temperature, it is not very important.
" I would have had an adult T level of 1000, but I had only 700 instead."
If you have 700 now, it is a fantastic figure, do not worry.
" Do these things have anything to do with my no sex drive? I found out my daily activities were similar to some of my friends, yet they still were having raging teenage sex drives."
People are different, further, they may be having a more active life style and better nutritious food intake.
" I play soccer 1-2 times a week regularly "
Not enough exercise for the target performance you are expecting.
" I'm not being severely depressed nor anxious atm"
Your posts does not agree with this..
" She only sees my weight which is 70 kg-a healthy weight "
I also generally tend to agree with your mother Such involvement will give you more energy and self satisfaction in life.
" It's not like they have damaged their bodies "
I also do not believe you have damaged your body, think positive.
" Yes, a mad and uneducative person she is."
This is not a respectful way of introducing your mother, after all she is your mother.
Once again learn to think objectively and live a relaxed life.
Solace
" I'm going to enter a college next year. "
Nice to hear that.
" Nowadays, I'm just laying on my bed/couch. I walk only when I go to the kitchen and toilet."
Not at all good. Pick up more activities, mix up with people and do regular exercises. How can you expect your body to grow and function properly with out enough exercise?
" I masturbate daily and my erections r not as good as they used to be back then before my eating disorder/bad lifestyle."
Reduce the frequency to once or twice a week.
" One thing for sure, my flaccid penis is ABSOLUTELY smaller.'
It will only improve with improved blood circulation ( with regular activities and exercising ) and nutrient rich food. Take a stock of the nutrient contents in your daily food and compare with the daily requirement specified by FDA. One element Zinc is so very important.If you take a negative attitude, you will get stuck to the worm hole.
" These days, my balls also don't drop sometimes, they have dropped before, back then, everyday. They r also smaller now "
If they are about 20cc each.Dropping and not dropping depends on the environmental temperature, it is not very important.
" I would have had an adult T level of 1000, but I had only 700 instead."
If you have 700 now, it is a fantastic figure, do not worry.
" Do these things have anything to do with my no sex drive? I found out my daily activities were similar to some of my friends, yet they still were having raging teenage sex drives."
People are different, further, they may be having a more active life style and better nutritious food intake.
" I play soccer 1-2 times a week regularly "
Not enough exercise for the target performance you are expecting.
" I'm not being severely depressed nor anxious atm"
Your posts does not agree with this..
" She only sees my weight which is 70 kg-a healthy weight "
I also generally tend to agree with your mother Such involvement will give you more energy and self satisfaction in life.
" It's not like they have damaged their bodies "
I also do not believe you have damaged your body, think positive.
" Yes, a mad and uneducative person she is."
This is not a respectful way of introducing your mother, after all she is your mother.
Once again learn to think objectively and live a relaxed life.
Solace
Thank you, solace21 :)
Well.. I'm going to enter a college next year.
Nowadays, I'm just laying on my bed/couch. I walk only when I go to the kitchen and toilet. I masturbate daily and my erections r not as good as they used to be back then before my eating disorder/bad lifestyle. Either my penis has shrunk/eaten, or it's just about the erection quality. One thing for sure, my flaccid penis is ABSOLUTELY smaller. Not that flaccid matters, but it is now SMALLER. It should have been BIGGER instead, knowing that I'm still in the growing stage, and I'm never was an 'early bloomer'. I entered puberty at 13 like the other common boys, had growth spurts at 14-15. IT shouldn't stop right there nor SHRINK :(
These days, my balls also don't drop sometimes, they have dropped before, back then, everyday. They r also smaller now, I'm SUPER sure. I'm afraid it would have effected my maximum testosterone levels potential greatly, like if I didn't suffer from that bad lifestyle, I would have had an adult T level of 1000, but I had only 700 instead.
Do these things have anything to do with my no sex drive? I found out my daily activities were similar to some of my friends, yet they still were having raging teenage sex drives.
I play soccer 1-2 times a week regularly, though..with a fckin' bad stamina, not like when I was still in junior high school-I could play up to hours without feeling tired, even my friends looked like pussies to me. I'm afraid my organs have shrunk..
I'm not being severely depressed nor anxious atm. I'm not thinking these problems 24/7. I share only about 10 minutes of my day for this 'depression' by opening these kind of websites. Then, it's over :)
About meeting a doctor irl.. I've told my mom (biological mom), but she seemed to not care about this. She only sees my weight which is 70 kg-a healthy weight for my height-as an indicator of my 'good' health, and madly saying it's unnecessary. She thinks that I only care about myself, that we should be more concern about my lil bros, who r having thin and small bodies atm. I mean, they r small now, but once they eat much they'll grow normally, right? It's as simple as that. It's not like they have damaged their bodies or something. Whenever I want to explain the logic, she's angry.
Yes, a mad and uneducative person she is.
This is how things r running atm..
Well.. I'm going to enter a college next year.
Nowadays, I'm just laying on my bed/couch. I walk only when I go to the kitchen and toilet. I masturbate daily and my erections r not as good as they used to be back then before my eating disorder/bad lifestyle. Either my penis has shrunk/eaten, or it's just about the erection quality. One thing for sure, my flaccid penis is ABSOLUTELY smaller. Not that flaccid matters, but it is now SMALLER. It should have been BIGGER instead, knowing that I'm still in the growing stage, and I'm never was an 'early bloomer'. I entered puberty at 13 like the other common boys, had growth spurts at 14-15. IT shouldn't stop right there nor SHRINK :(
These days, my balls also don't drop sometimes, they have dropped before, back then, everyday. They r also smaller now, I'm SUPER sure. I'm afraid it would have effected my maximum testosterone levels potential greatly, like if I didn't suffer from that bad lifestyle, I would have had an adult T level of 1000, but I had only 700 instead.
Do these things have anything to do with my no sex drive? I found out my daily activities were similar to some of my friends, yet they still were having raging teenage sex drives.
I play soccer 1-2 times a week regularly, though..with a fckin' bad stamina, not like when I was still in junior high school-I could play up to hours without feeling tired, even my friends looked like pussies to me. I'm afraid my organs have shrunk..
I'm not being severely depressed nor anxious atm. I'm not thinking these problems 24/7. I share only about 10 minutes of my day for this 'depression' by opening these kind of websites. Then, it's over :)
About meeting a doctor irl.. I've told my mom (biological mom), but she seemed to not care about this. She only sees my weight which is 70 kg-a healthy weight for my height-as an indicator of my 'good' health, and madly saying it's unnecessary. She thinks that I only care about myself, that we should be more concern about my lil bros, who r having thin and small bodies atm. I mean, they r small now, but once they eat much they'll grow normally, right? It's as simple as that. It's not like they have damaged their bodies or something. Whenever I want to explain the logic, she's angry.
Yes, a mad and uneducative person she is.
This is how things r running atm..
Hi,
Multiple posts, very long stories and basket full of worries - with all these, I can only say that there is nothing wrong with you, except for a bit of anxiety, which grew out of a (probably false)feeling of insecurity during your growing up years.
You are just a typical sample of a maturing youth and nothing more.Only difference is that while many of your friends spent their energy in preparing for exams and studies, you have spent your time in video games, which is also, in a way a requiring higher levels of concentration. Since you have not taken to drugs and alcohol, there is no reason to think that your health is affected in any way.
Looking at the end results of your physical growth, it appears that your troubled pubertal growth period has had no effect on your physical growth.You have still time for bone maturation and breadth wise growth and probably nothing is lost.Now onwards take good food , do regular exercise and have good sleep.
By the way how is your studies going on?, what are you doing nowadays.? As regards sexual health, if your testicular growth is normal, from what I read from your other posts, I do not find any point for worry.
All that you need to do is keep off your worries, take a positive attitude to life and involve yourselves in some social activities with your friends.
Also please note that I am not a doctor and if you supect any real health issues ,do consult a doctor for a proper diagnosis and should not depend up on comments from Forums like these.
Solace
Multiple posts, very long stories and basket full of worries - with all these, I can only say that there is nothing wrong with you, except for a bit of anxiety, which grew out of a (probably false)feeling of insecurity during your growing up years.
You are just a typical sample of a maturing youth and nothing more.Only difference is that while many of your friends spent their energy in preparing for exams and studies, you have spent your time in video games, which is also, in a way a requiring higher levels of concentration. Since you have not taken to drugs and alcohol, there is no reason to think that your health is affected in any way.
Looking at the end results of your physical growth, it appears that your troubled pubertal growth period has had no effect on your physical growth.You have still time for bone maturation and breadth wise growth and probably nothing is lost.Now onwards take good food , do regular exercise and have good sleep.
By the way how is your studies going on?, what are you doing nowadays.? As regards sexual health, if your testicular growth is normal, from what I read from your other posts, I do not find any point for worry.
All that you need to do is keep off your worries, take a positive attitude to life and involve yourselves in some social activities with your friends.
Also please note that I am not a doctor and if you supect any real health issues ,do consult a doctor for a proper diagnosis and should not depend up on comments from Forums like these.
Solace
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