Bear with me while I give you my story.
I am a 21 yr old
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Female sexual dysfunction, with a boyfriend of 3 years. We are getting married in October 2005. I have had a previous history of depression/anxiety. Over the past year or so, I have come to realize that I have gotten highly irritable, moody, with TERRIBLE self esteem. I have a very stressful job. I enjoy the work, but the people I work with make the job very stressful (incompetant management and co-workers where they dump everything on me, etc). I get extremely anxious and worried. I can't look people in the eyes, my cheeks get hot, I hate confrontation, I hate new places, new people, etc. I have no
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Causes of sexual dysfunction
Child abuse - sexual
Delayed ejaculation
Erection problems
Female sexual dysfunction
Inhibited sexual desire
Orgasmic dysfunction
Puberty and adolescence
Rape
Safe sex drive and it is affecting my relationship. I was diagnosed 2.5 years ago with acid
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Gastroesophageal reflux in infants
Hiatal hernia repair
Reflux nephropathy
Vesicoureteral reflux disease and a stomach hernia, and gained over 50 lbs in less than 3 months. I went from 120 to 180+. I had to have surgery to fix my stomach, which was the best choice I made. I have lost about 12 lbs since the surgery, but I am still overweight at 5'3" and a small frame.
My fiance is/was hurt that I was having emotional trouble with depression/anxiety, and that he couldn't help me. But eventually it got to the point where he told me that I had to do something about it or he would. So I went to see my long time therapist (the one that does not prescribe medicine). I love her to
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Sudden infant death syndrome, she is so wonderful. I am so thankful that I have her to talk to. I went to see her, and I told her everything that was going on.
She told me that I more than likely had Social Anxiety
DisorderAdjustment disorder
Anorexia nervosa
Asperger syndrome
Autism
Autoimmune disorders
Bipolar disorder
Bipolar disorder
Bleeding disorders
Borderline personality disorder
Bulimia
Chronic motor tic disorder with some depression. She referred me to a therapist that prescribes medicine, so that I could speak to her and try an SSRI.
I was previously on
Zoloft several years ago, and I completely DESPISED and HATED the drug. I refuse to go back on it. I have done some research and am interested in trying Lexapro. But I cannot handle more weight gain. Under no circumstances, I have bad enough self esteem as it is... I could not handle more weight gain. Is there something else that I can try or do to keep it from happening? I joined the YMCA and have been working out, and I eat healthy, but already I am having trouble losing weight. Could I try something like Clonazepam/Klonopin? Would I be able to benefit from it? My fiance takes it, and whenever I have a really bad panic attack or can't sleep, he will break one in half for me to try, and it helps me relax.
I am really at a loss here, and I want to be prepared before I go see this doctor, especially if I end up not liking her. Can someone offer me some advice?