I am 5 months pregnant with my second child. I had what I consider to be a fairly significant bout with post-partum depression after the birth of my daughter 3 years ago. I had several visits with a psychiatrist, who gave me samples of
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Paxil cr to try. I really did not want to be on medication, and I seemed to snap out of it at that point. I also stopped seeing the psychiatrist. I am a sensitive, probably over emotional person most of the time, but other than being slightly introverted, it has not disabled me. I have a degree, a management position with an insurance company and friends (a few close friends).
The issue is, I am now starting to feel the more overwhelming depression that I felt after my daughters birth. This concerns me, as I feel it may just get worse, since it seems to be starting earlier. I sometimes have feelings of needing to get away from my
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Could this be brought on by stress or is it a clinical illness?
I have stress, but probably no more than any other person. I am not at all reluctant to seek help, but I am reluctant to be medicated. I am 32 years old. Any insight would be appreciated.