I was diagnosed as
bipolarBipolar disorder
Bipolar disorder just two years ago after being diagnosed as having
majorMajor tears
Major-gesic depression with psychotic features for years. I have been on antipsychotics for about 14 years now. I keep reading where most people, unless they are schizophrenic, are not kept continually on antipsychotics. I am presentlly on
RisperdalRisperdal
Risperdal consta
Risperdal m-tab.
I have tried on numerous occasions to go off of it, but I feel terrible when I do. I cannot explain what feels bad but I usually feel afraid and just basically feel terrible. I start getting very quiet. I am not saying that psychotic features come back (so far I have only managed to go off of it for up to two months and then I have to start back again).
My question is, what would make me feel so bad without it? I mean, if psychotic features do not come back, do you know why I would feel so bad or would still need it? Is it bad to continually take it year after year? I don't know if I really need it or not.