Anxiety runs in my mothers side of the
familyBirth control and family planning
Choosing a primary care provider
Ewing’s sarcoma
Family troubles - resources and is genetic I feel. A very stressful pregnancy for her led to a transmisssion of toxins, hormones, etc through the
placentaAnatomy of a normal placenta
Placenta
Placenta abruptio
Placenta previa
Ultrasound, normal placenta - braxton hicks
Ultrasound, normal relaxed placenta in additionto the genetic
factorFactor ix complex. I have been hooked on the adrenaline rush anxiety produces since
pubertyPuberty and adolescence when my problems started when I started having occasional exceptionally fast
palpitationsHeart palpitations and abnormal
heartbeatHeart palpitations
Ultrasound, normal fetus - heartbeat
Ultrasound, ventricular septal defect - heartbeat after sport which would only cease after a good nights sleep. There was a period in my twenties when I suffered pressure in the forehead and an inability to concentrate for a period of 5 years until I sold my business. I was put on benzodiapines for 3 years which did not help. Coming off these muscle relaxants was purgatory and I have had a type of dystonia ever since. I ruminate continously over worrying topics which induces a satisfying release of cortisol from the adrenal glands I think. After sport or a bout of anxiety I get muscle-lock in my stomach and the base of my throat and sometimes palpitations which only abate very slowly.
Last year after a period of extreme anxiety I woke up to find the room suddenly spinning and tinnitus in both my ears - this was sudden not gradual. I get occasional giddyness and nystagmus now and the tinnitus is constant and so are bad dreams. A CT scan in the 80's produced nothing and the ECG shows nothing as well. Otherwise I am generally in good health and suffer no psychological problems. My worries are: That the dystonia I occasionally have will eventually lead to a stroke and that my brain has virtually been "pickled" by the excessive release of cortisol and adrenaline over the 60 years of my life. I am currently on atenolol 25mg daily and propanolol 10mg daily. I am extremely sensitive to medicines and only need a fraction of the dose other people have. Can you suggest anything?