After
livingAdvanced care directives a perfectly
normalNormal saline flush (some say fortunate) life for the past 32 years, things went horribly awry starting 6 months ago. After a particularly bad cold, I was left with a raspy voice, which quickly progressed to a constant
lumpLumps in the breasts-in-the-throat sensation.
ENTAbdomen - swollen
Abdominal tap
Adjustment disorder
Adolescent control test
Adolescent depression
Adolescent development
Adolescent pregnancy
Adolescent test or procedure preparation
Alopecia, under treatment
Alzheimer’s disease
Amenorrhea - primary put me on
PrednisonePrednisone
Prednisone anhydrous. The next day, I ended up in the ER thinking that my
throatCancer - throat or larynx
Throat swab culture was closing. ER doctor gave me an additional megadose of Prednisone. The Prednisone did nothing but make me feel extremely lightheaded, which stopped as soon as I stopped taking the Prednisone.
About 6 weeks after stopping Prednisone, I began to feel extremely dizzy and off-balance. (I.e., not the same as when I was taking Prednisone). Constant state of disequilibrium and BRAIN FOG: thinking now feels like "work," trouble remembering names, dates, etc., lightheaded and "floaty," hard to carry on a normal conversation without sounding like a ditz! This from a person who has a Master's degree and a 4.2 GPA! I just can't focus. My current job involves heavy intellectual writing and requires 110% cognitive function at all times, so the brain fog is quite distressing to me.
Since then, it's been one symptom after the other: eye pressure, heavy-head, chest pressure and pain, tingling and numbness in my lower left leg/toes and arm/fingers, heart palpitations and premature ventricular contractions, fatigue, feeling like I can't catch my breath, blocked/full ears and esophageal spasms. In addition to the symptoms in the preceding paragraph.
I've been to every doctor/specialist and had every test in the book: 3 laryngoscopies, upper GI endoscopy, throat culture, 2 chest x-rays, lung tests, EKG and echocardiogram, EEG, nerve conduction testing, sinus CT scan, ophthalmology tests, hearing test, numerous blood tests (including tests for anemia, white blood cell count,syphilis, blood sugar, thyroid function, and inflammation/autoimmune disorders), tuberculosis PPD test, x-ray of entire spine, balance/vestibular testing, including ENG tests, sleep study, and MRI of the brain, with and without contrast. All normal, EXCEPT that the ENG testing showed some "indifference" the vestibular response of my left ear. Vestibular rehabilitation therapy has only helped slightly; VR therapist is stumped.
I finally went to see a clinical psychologist, thinking she could help me deal with all of this. After listening to me for 30 minutes, she determined that this was all due to anxiety & depression, and wants to put me on Zoloft. Now my PC doctor, who's wanted to dismiss me as an "anxious female" from the start, just wants to medicate me w/ Zoloft rather than listen to me. Could all of the above really be due to anxiety/depression? My stress level's fine-only "anxiety" is not knowing what's wrong with me! If it is anx/dep, can it be treated effectively w/o medication? I've seen all the Zoloft "horror stories," so I'd like to use it as a last resort. Can cognitive-behavioral or other type of therapy work on its own? Thanks.
I knew that it was anxiety and depression, but some people have anxiety and/or depression and don't realize it. It sounds like you have anxiety. And I'm sure the dr. here will be able to help you figure some things out and I'm sure that if you took some type of medication you would feel a whole lot better and it doesn't mean you will have to take it forever and I had withdrawals from effexor xr (and the withdrawls were yucky) but I was fine after a couple weeks and it was well worth taking the effexor because it helped and it worked and I am fine now. If I ever get depressed again, I'm going to try therapy first or a combination of therapy and medications.
I hope you feel better soon.
I absolutely know that depression can cause the brain fog. I've been very depressed and had the same thing happen. I to have always taken pleasure in my intelligence and my love for reading and literature. During depression, I couldn't even read a page and tell you ten minutes later what it said. It actually gave me a headache to try to read or even think too hard. It was hard to even hold conversations with people because I couldn't really follow what they were saying. After my last bad spell, luckily I am in education and had time off during the summer and I found that the only remotely intellectual thing I could do was listen to books on tape. Somehow listening to it seemed easier than trying to read which was so frustrating, I wanted to cry.
I had also always enjoyed what I considered to be my quick wit. But my reaction time in depression was so incredibly slow and I could never keep up my end in witty banter.
Medication can help with all theses things. In my experience, it may get a little worse the first week or two, but then slowly over time it gets better and then after a couple of months I'm back to my old self. My understanding of how it works is that part of your brain is under functioning and it takes a while before it can get back to normal function.
Best of luck.
It sounds just like anxiety...lump in your throat, papitations, pounding heart, lightheaded, etc. As wierd as it is, it is anxiety. I wouldn't necessarily say that it is depression, unless some other things are going on in your life that has brought you down.
There are great books to read regarding anxiety and overcoming it. I have learned through deep breathing and tense and release to rid myself of anxiety when it hits me.
I did take xanax for a brief time and it helped tremendously, but I did go through withdrawl and I wouldn't wish that on my enemy...very difficult and caused more anxiety then I had when I first started them. It does go away and they did help me.
I now know when what the doctors say when they say to take them only as needed...they are great if you are having a bout with anxiety, you take a pill and poof, you anxiety is gone, really it is just that easy. But the continuing dosage (3 times a day) for over 4 to 6 weeks, "Houston we have a Problem".
You need to read about anxiety and buy a couple of self help books (I did and right now a friend has mine has them) so I don't know the name of the books that helped me. Learn what it is, the symptoms so you won't be anxious when you feel that way. There are exercises that help you to get rid on the anxiousness.
Best Wishes
About three years ago I started to get the dizzyness again but in addition, I also experienced what could best be described as severe pressure (almost like being under deep water but worse)and discomfort. In addition to the head feelings I also experienced tingeling sensations in my arms and hands. I also had difficulty sleeping throughout the night. The sypmtoms were at times, almost debilitating. The Lorazepam did not work so well this time.
I finally went to see a Physciatrist and he started me on a variety of different anti depressents (currently taking Effexor), Topamx and Klonopin. Nothing has really worked so the Dr. either has changed the antidepressent or increased the dosage. My last visit he said lets ween you off the Topax and gradually increase the Effexor XR to 300mg (150mg in the morning and 150mg at night). As I began to increase the Effexor XR my symtoms became exacerbated! I think that I am convinced that the medications are causing the symptoms. This has been going on for almost two years. I really did not suspect depression went I first went to see the Physciatrist but who am I to challenge his diagnosis? I have read that if you take antidepressent meds and you are not suffering from depression, the side effects can be very unpleasant.
I guess my concerns are two fold; am I taking medication that is actually causing my symptoms and, if I am not actually suffering from depression, what caused the dizziness and pressure sensations two years ago. I really feel that in my case, the "treatment('s)" are worse than the diease.
I would appreciate anyones thoughts and / or opinions on this.
best wishes!
i've read your post and seems myself describing what I have beeen feeling for 4 months by now. I'm wondering if you really had anxiety/dep (very hard to believe when you feel you are really sick w/ all these symptoms going on!)?
Did you get better? Did you take medication for that or only phsicotherapy?
Were you on beta-blockers for the palpitations? I'm, and my doctor just told me these symptoms can be side-effects of Atenolol.I'm afraid to cut my dosis to the half and find out!...
hope you feel better....
Here are the symptoms (You will probably only have a few of them):
Lightheadedness
Imbalance
Nausea or Vomiting
Blurred vision
Fatigue and reduced stamina
Headache
Heart palpitations (rapid fluttering of the heart)
Imbalance
Inability to concentrate
Increased risk for motion sickness
Muscle ache (particularly in the neck and back)
Reduced ability to remember or think clearly
Sensitivity to bright lights and noise
Sweating
Double vision
Impaired consciousness
Inability to speak due to muscle impairment
Lack of coordination
I personally have been suffering for over 5 years with this! Like you, I could not figure out what was wrong with me. I took numerous supplements for brain fog, detoxed my body for candida, metals, as well as a liver detox. Had my thyroid checked, went to doctors, and researched this for years. A couple years ago I had a terrible attack of vertigo (this was my 3rd or 4th one over a period of years). This time I went to the hospital. The doctor said it was an inner ear infection that caused it, and that I could take Dramimine if I had another attack (an over the counter medication for motion sickness)and that there was nothing else that could be done. He said it would go away, so I never tried Dramamine as the spinning and naseau had subsided. Well, that was the last attack I had where the room was spinning, but I continued to feel terrible brain fog, disorientation (like a spacy, dream like state feeling), memory loss, and a constant pressure in my head. I had never thought that these symptoms were part of the inner ear infection and kept trying to find other answers. Most websites about inner ear problems only mention the dizzy spells, not the ongoing symptoms that are more passive (ie. brain fog, spaciness, inability to concentrate, disoriented, etc.) Yesterday, I found this site www.equitab.com and they mentioned all of the symptoms that I wrote above (copied and pasted from their website). I was estatic that this is probably the answer given that I have had vertigo spells and ringing in the ears of and on. I just ordered a bottle of the equitab today, so I cant tell you yet how it worked for me, but I will post back at this site after I have started it. In the meantime, I picked up a box of Dramamine at a drugstore and it has already releived some of the symptoms, so you may want to try that for immediate help while you order the equitab. My heart goes out to all of you that have been struggling with this as I have. Noone understands, and you can't figure it out, and you start to think you will never get better. I had gone to numerous doctors, and none of them ever even suggested it could be an inner ear infection! I have come to the conclusion that I have a better chance of helping myself through my own research. In my opinion, most doctors are a joke.
Best to all of you,
Heidi
I'm just after reading your story about your symptoms of what has being explained briefly to you as being anxiety. I really feel for you and what you are going through. I'm also extremely happy to have come across your story online. As I was reading through it I felt as though I was reading a copy of my own experience! I too was left feeling completly let down by the whole health system as all my GP was telling me was that I was suffering from anxiety! Even though I too have had every test under the sun done, I still can't believe that my symptoms can be down to anxiety! From Fatigue to memory loss to eye strain, dizziness, confusion, it just lets you feeling so down in the dumps!
I now see a Psychologist on a weekly basis. Even though I still believe theres another cause for my symptoms, having somebody like my Psychologist to discuss this with is a great help so I'd recommend it to you.
I just wanted to thank you for sharing your story as your after brightening up my world a bit as I don't feel so alone.
Buttons x
I spent litterally thousands and thousands of dollars before it sank in that what I was going through was withdrawls and I wasn't dying from some dreaded unknown disease. You may want to read Professor Ashtons manual on SSRI and benzos. Go to website www. benzo.org.uk and all the symptoms of withdrawls are posted there. It helped me tremendously.
I find it amazing that our bodies while experiencing anxiety can mirror, heart attacks, respritory problems, ms and other ailments. Once you take a pill like xanax, it simply goes away.
I now know what to do and I don't need xanax. Deep Breathing, mental reassurance that what I feel is anxiety and that is all. Once I relax and focus on something else, all symptoms subside.
Good Luck to you and do some work on your own to understand how you are feeling and try to stay away from all these doctors, they will over medicate you and get up hooked on so many meds.
If I took all the meds that my doctor wanted me to try, I would be in a mental ward by now. And all that I ever had experienced was panic attacks. Never took meds in my life other than birth control... I think that they mean well but they can't begin to understand the withdrawl of these benzos and they don't have the foggest of how you feel while tapering. My doctor said I'd feel a little irritable weaning off of xanax and he just didn't have a clue. Do go into Prof. Ashtons website and truly learn what you are experiencing.
Best Wishes.
Peace to all.